Kiara!
The driver dropped me off at school, I waved him bye before running off to school.
My friend, Mia was already waiting for me by the entrance so I went to her."Hey Kiara! You're late today, I was beginning to think you won't be coming today"
I thought of what made me late today and shook my head. There's no way I'd tell her about mom and dad. They haven't been in a good terms since that incident.
I sighed pushing those depressing thoughts away.
"Oh, it's nothing.. I overslept that's all. Did you go to Dianna's party on Saturday?"I asked curiously as we walked down the hallway. Dianna is one of the popular girls in school, too bad I don't like her. She only wants to be my friend cause of dad. He is so rich so I get why many people wants to be my friend.
Mia is not like them, I think that's what drew me to her.
"Ewww no way! My mom's not going to let me go there. It wouldn't be fun without you any.... Whoa! look there Kiara, look!"
I gazed at the direction she's pointing at only to see Zayn coming my way. My eyes widen. Oh no, I need to hide!
He's a new student in school,so cute and doesn't talk much with other students even though they want to talk to him. Strangely, he loves talking to me.
He got closer and there's nothing I could do but wait for him. "Hi Kiara!" He muttered stopping in front of me.
Mia smiled broadly"I'll see you in class Kiara!" She muttered and ran away.
Oh God that girl..
I sighed"Hey Zayn"
He brought out something from his pocket"I got something for you,I hope you like it"
It was my favorite chocolate.
I took it from him shyly and said "thanks"
"Look Kiara,I know we haven't known each other for long. I..I just want you to know that I like you very much"
My heart stopped. What?
Ivy!
Ahh gosh!
Nothing is working!
I've tried everything for the past two weeks just to get his attention and it's like I'm not even there. Every time he ignores me hurts.
It hurts so bad that I don't know what to do anymore.
It's driving me crazy!
I know I lied to him, I know I broke his trust but he shouldn't be treating me this way. He shouldn't have blocked me out. I can't even tell what's going on in his mind.
He acts normal, like everything is fine. He answers whenever I talk to him but it's different.
You'll see what I mean soon.
I've really missed him,I missed what we had. I miss his laughter.. I only get to hear him laugh when he's with Kiara. Both of them have gotten pretty close this past days. I like it because he isn't shutting everyone out.
A part of him still want me.
It's the only thing giving me hope right now to fight for us. I can't accept defeat, no.
With that thought, I got up from the bed to the bathroom to shower. I needed some air to think. Maybe paying a visit to the orphanage will do the trick. After dressing up nicely, I grabbed my car keys and walked out of room. I walked past Travis study and revised back when I saw his study slightly opened. I stood there for a while contemplating if I should go in or not but the first option won.
I knocked gently on his door and without waiting for reply, I opened the door. He glanced over at me then continued what he was doing. I rolled my eyes"Hi"
"What do you want Ivy?"
Shit! I didn't think about that"Um.. I'm going out"
"Okay"
Just okay?
I stared at him for a while waiting for him to say something else, he didn't. He didn't even ask where am going to,infact he doesn't seem interested. Does he realize he's hurting me too? Ignoring me just because he's hurting isn't fair. Is he doing this on purpose? I shook my head and ran out of his study. I didn't stop running, I continued till I got to my car. That when I lost it. I let the tears flow freely. After an unknown amount of time, I wiped my tears feeling better already.
I just hope this won't continue for long, I ignited the car, hit the accelerator and navigated my way to the orphanage. Half way through the journey, an idea popped into my head. What if do something to win him back? I mean.. I can't keep saying sorry if it doesn't has any effect on him right?