seungkwan pov
2:37 AM
I was in my room sleeping suddenly I heard Someone knocking my door endlessly. He knocks on the door really hard. He started talking and murmuring something that I didn't hear. It seems I've heard that voice before but I can't tell whose voice it is that. I walk out and open the door with my eyes half open.
Suddenly I fell and I felt hurt on my cheek.
It's Mingyu, mingyu's is in front of my room. He looked at me angrily.
"Why did u do this" I shutter.
"Did You think you're superior? You're good enough?? Even if you don't like the way I answer the question or cut your moment. You shouldn't do that, making an annoying face in front of the interviewer and mocking me.
He half yelling probably doesn't want the other members to hear that.
"I think you're drunk, I will be talking to you tomorrow. " I said that to him and proceeded to close the door.
He didn't stop there. He held the door and looked me in the eyes.
He keeps mumbling. "Are you gay?? ". He talks with his eyebrows up. He smiling like crazy person.
"Do you think I don't know?? I saw you and hyuk hyung hugging inside the car. are you guys kissing to??
I push mingyu out of the door. He's too drunk.
"Hyung stop hyung". I begin to beg. he's too crazy, ask me a question like that.
"I think you keep flirting with everyone. Are you that cheap? how about I kiss you right now??". He talks nonsense.
He pushes me into the wall, grabs my hand and tries to kiss me.
At that time, I started to cry.
He looked at me and said sorry. He was right on his mind already. He stayed silent when I explained everything to him. What happened at that time and even showed him my hand? I said hyuk hyung just comforting me nothing else. I just wonder why I should explain about hyuk hyung too.
I was on my knees and kept saying sorry if he felt offended about the interview.
"it's was an accident. Wrong timing ... I think my hand stung by a bee " I added to convince him what I say was the truth.
"I'm not mocking you." I grabbed his hand.
He walks away without looking at me.
After that, I go to my bed and try to close my eyes but I can't sleep. I keep rewatching the live interview on YouTube and I found something useful. A fan edits video, they put a subtitle on a random act that we do on the live.
"Oh, i see, i need to show this to mingyu hyung. I was right, something landed on my finger and stung me.
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11 AM
The next day
Knock...knock...
"Seungkwan " I heard outside.
"Morning hyung" I said to hyuk hyung.
Hyuk hyung still worried about last night incident. He personally comes to see and wake me up.
He looks into my half sleepy face.
"Why you have a bruise in your cheek and Your eyes bloated ..are u crying all night?you didn't sleep?" He panicked asking me.
I said "nothing".. then hyuk hyung told me to check my messenger.
I got so many missed calls and chats from other staff.
"Boo seungkwan, prepare yourself. We have meeting this afternoon " seungcheol yelled at me.
At that time, we looked at each other. I smell Something serious comes up.
"It's okay, maybe he talks loudly because he thinks you didn't hear". Hyuk hyung comforted me.
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12:30 PM
As I opened the door, I saw all of the staff and members were already in the meeting room. Even the CEO with a serious face was there. He asks me to sit down and ask why i am late.
I didn't say anything and the meeting continued.
"As you guys already know, next week we have a flight to New York due to a Mv project for this comeback. "The CEO views his plan.
"So, We need to decide about the group project and position. We need to gather each of you guys by a group and by your own project position. As you guys know, you're a self-producing idol, all decisions are in your hands. Room booking and any thing." The staff added
Jeonghan put his hand up and said "we've already decided but I think someone should take one room alone" as he looked at seungkwan.
And wonwoo suggest " i think one room we need 3 people instead outcast 1 person in one room" while looking at me.
"Yes, I agree "dino said agree to wonwoo suggestion.
at that time seokmin adding fire to that conversation" no one want to same room to arrogant people".
Seungcheol doesn't know what to do and goes to talk to the CEO about why they are acting like that. As a leader of this group, he shouldn't side with anyone.
Ceo look seungkwan hopelessly "I've one more thing to say..I want this conflict settle before we do this mv project. I need to hear both sides ".
Mingyu kept silent and didn't say anything. I think he knows that he's doing wrong.
I kept explaining why and what happened but no one heard.
Then at that one time, I suddenly stopped explaining because Vernon says something I really don't want to believe ..
"We keep praising him so that's why he do that" Vernon didn't look at seungkwan when he said that.
"Enough everyone, he will post or tell this on social media.sosial butterfly " seokmin added mocking at seungkwan.
I can't stand it anymore; I go out of the meeting room with a teary eye. I didn't care about anyone else at that time.
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seungkwan pov
He just didn't believe what happened just now. He called hyuk hyung and hyuk hyung hyung didn't even answer his calls and chats.
A few minutes after that.
he heard a notification from his phone.
Hyuk hyung: I'm sorry seungkwan ah, I've been suspended from manager works and they give me another position for a while. I can't be with you guys for this project so good luck seungkwan shi ..I hope everything will be oke and I can be with you guys soon"
Seungkwan : I'm sorry too hyung..
Seungkwan reply. he knows what happened.
He cried out loud inside the car. He hit himself repeatedly and while he do that, he heard someone knocking on his door.
Whatever he said and moved to the other side of the car and drove away. He's driving by himself to the dorm.
He opened the keep ringing chat and without reading, he sends a fan video edit from the live video without explanation and off his phone.
He didn't talk to the member all day and decided to lock himself in his room .. they were asking him to go out but he didn't.
The next day, he stayed to be a professional. He attends every meeting about the project and keeps on training without a single miss and without mentioning anything about another day's scene. He does like nothing has happened these few days. live or snapshot for YouTube. He tries to act like usual and when they arrive at their places, he locks himself. He doesn't like the title social butterfly anymore.
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Friday
2:20 PM
He got a message that he will be in one group with wonwoo,dino and jeonghan. Without thinking too much he just goes to attend every meeting and tries to get along with others. He doesn't want his conflict will affect others' work.
They have a group meeting about the project and they have to decide about room arrangements for their trip such as how to divide them start from hotel room and everythings.
He didn't feel right and decided to have a room alone with a promise he would never abandon any of his work.
They're all agreed.
Then suddenly wonwoo suggested that He will be in one room with seungkwan. The reason is he doesn't want anybody's will to be left behind. Since he didn't talk much with other members. He didn't say anything just agree with wonwoo suggestion.
He knows what situation he's in right now.
And besides that, in that chaos his mind is messy. He keeps trying to reach hyuk hyung .
Since that day hyuk hyung didn't answer any of his chat. he keeps scrolling to his phone Hopes that he will hear news from hyuk hyung.
Then suddenly he got insta notification
*Hyuk posting on ig for first time in a while*
He saw hyuk hyung taking picture of a girl with caption "mylove".
Why does everyone like this to me? He starts crying again. He didn't care about the post but he keeps reaching hyuk hyung and didn't hear any reply. He thought hyung is busy but he just dont want to reply to his message.
Disappointed *
Hyuk hyung pov
I'm sorry seungkwan