Arabelle’s POV

“I, Xyferson Polaris, reject you, Arabelle Davidson as my mate and this packs’s Luna.” He says as I clutch my chest as the pain goes through my body.

I went down on my knees as my legs cannot contain the pain my whole body was feeling. I slumped to the ground.

“Pathetic, Omega. I knew you weren’t right for me. I need a stronger Luna and that’s not you.” He says as he looks at me in disgust.

I cried “How could you do this to me? To my wolf? We’re mates and supposed to cherish each other!” I screamed at him but I was too weak so it came like a beg for him to renounce what he just said or cancel the rejection.

He laughed “If it weren’t for your brother who is a good friend of mine, I would love to banish you from the pack. Well, he doesn’t care about you but then again everyone would ask why did I banish you. That’s a lot of work and words to explain why and knowing I am going to spend time explaining. Well, I could tell everyone you’re dead, I mean if there’s an attack, you’d be just an anchor who stops us from getting further. So, I could just say, you died from an attack and your body was torn into pieces.” He says so casually. He disgusts me.

“How could you?” I cried.

Then he puts his hands around my neck and raises me up. His eyes turn red.

“Now, I am generous and kind enough to not banish you and you’d do something for me. I do not want anyone to know that I am mated to you, even your brother. Well, it’s not like he’ll believe you anyway. That guy hates you too so. I doubt anyone will believe you.” He says as his grip tightens.

“Pl---please---j—just—k—” he then puts me down but not gently; he threw me away and my back hitting a tree.

I whimper.

“What are you saying?” He asks.

“Just---just kill me, since you said no one loves me. Kill me then.” I tell him panting as I rub my neck because of what happened.

He laughs at me “You know, you’re so disgusting that I don’t want your blood in my hands. Look you, so thin, nerd and ugly. Who would want to be mated to you? Even with a wolf you’re weak.”

“No one ever took care of me, so how would I be in a perfect shape” I murmured but he heard.

He scoffed “You’re the reason your parents died, I doubt they love you too. Maybe seeing you now with Selene, they would be disappointed. Maybe Selene would be too. How can A wolf like you exist?”

He says and walks away laughing.

Still recovering from the pain of rejection, I crawl to the pond where mom and dad used to take me when I’m down.

“Oh Selene, why would my mate betray me? Why would he reject me? I am sick and tired of not being wanted. Selene please just take me.” I cried

Before this rejection, today is my 18th birthday and I was hoping my mate would take care of me and take me away from here.

I expected him to love me, to put me to safety, as that what I saw with my mom and dad. Although they blamed me for their deaths, I knew my parents never blamed me for it. They died saving me, and I know they did that because they love me.

I thought my brother, Elias Milan then would protect me but sadly he didn’t. When Xyfer’s squad bullies me, he even helped them to do it.

One time, they even locked me in the basement for days and I didn’t even remember for how many, my brother starved me and when I got out by myself. You know the first words he said to me?

“Where were you? I am starving for days and you were chillin’ elsewhere?” he screams at me, and pushes me down.

All I wanted to hear from him was one simple sorry but he never did. He never said sorry to me, no one did.

I don’t have friends to, no one ever liked me and now, I just want to disappear. Then I look up into the sky one more time, then everything went dark.

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I woke up and check my phone, it was already dawn.

My brother didn’t even look for me. I laughed at my pathetic, sorry state.

I look around and I am still in the special pond where my parents used to take me. Alive, and I am not thankful for it.

I stood up and walked home. I just got my wolf yesterday and she got rejected that she went asleep. I sighed. As soon as I walked in the house, all was dark. I guess, my brother didn’t come home again.

Why would I even call this home? Home should where the heart is and I know for a fact that mine isn’t here. Never was.

I think I need to leave, maybe then, someone would find me? I chuckled to myself. Why would I even dream of being found?

My mate, no. My ex-mate would surely choose Natasha as a mate, since they are together ever since I got to know them. Childhood sweetheart maybe?

I like Natasha, she never helped me but she never wanted to bully me. I smiled to myself, she’s fit to be the Luna. I even heard one time that she asked Xyfer if what they were doing were necessary.

She just can’t fight him, as she’s not as powerful as he is but I know for a fact that they love each other. Oh how I wish I was never mated to him.

I sighed, I finished packing my things and got ready to leave but I decided to write a letter.

I took a deep breath “Here it goes...Dear Elias...”

As soon as I finished writing it, I got down stairs and prepared him a meal, so that even I leave, he wouldn’t call me rude names just because I didn’t cook for him.

I smiled to myself. I knew he always like it when I bake him his favorite special tuna croissant. So, I made a batch, I think 12 pcs is enough.

Okay everything is settled then. I left a note in my bedroom, and leave the house.

I look at the house one more time and then walked into the dark forest going east, because it’s the closest boarder and no one guards this side of the pack.

When I think I got far. I stopped.

“Wolf?” I tried reaching out to her but it seems that she’s still in pain, as all I hear is her whimper inside of me.

At least I know she’s still alive.

I walked a bit and then decided to rest. I guess I’d be camping here tonight. I was preparing to sleep when I hear a voice.

“Well, well, well, look what we have here? A wolf on its own.” “Who’s there?” I ask as I grab a knife in my back pack.

One laughs “You don’t ask and threaten us when you’re alone with that knife. You think that would kill us?”

“Oh Darling, poor you.” The first one says again and they both laughed. I gulped as I am scared.

“Okay, how about this, since we’re at an advantage here and well, you can’t see us, we’ll give you 3 minutes to ran away before we try and catch you?”

The first says again. I didn’t answer them, I just ran for my life.

“Please, please, please.” I beg, I don’t even know who I was begging to, but I don’t want to die like this.

I kept running and running as I hear them laughing and running after me, taunting me, calling me there, little prey.

Then suddenly, I felt a knife thrown at my waist, then I was blinded by a light and I was so weak because of the rejection. I couldn't fantom what was happening all at once.

I hear a scream in my head and it started aching. I saw a man over me and held me close.

I can feel everything slipping away. I can’t feel my wolf anymore.

“Let me die....”