I sighed, tucking back a lock of hair that blew into my face. It was the weekend, but the park had quite a few people around. Every time she passed by someone, they smiled at her and wanted to stop and coo at the stroller I was pushing.

"We're only here to have a nice, relaxing walk, isn't that right?"

fty six months old baby, just stared up at me. He was lying back, swaddled in warm, soft blankets, cov— ered up to his chest. He was sucking on one closed fist, and he wiggled the other at me on hearing my voice. I smiled at him and removed one hand from the stroller handle to reach a finger out and poke his cheek.

He waved his hand, pulling the other from his mouth to make some aggrieved noises.

I giggled. "Sorry, baby. I won't bother you again. You like this better than staying cooped up at home, though, right?"

I didn't get as much time to spend with Danny as I would have loved. Since my life had come to a stand— still when I realized I was carrying him, things had changed. Now that he was surviving outside of me, I knew it was time to get my life back together. That had been fifteen months ago, and within that time, I'd thought of a lot of things.

One of those things was my baby's father. I had thought of him quite a lot. Still, it was a surprise to look out and see him, out of the blue, just a few feet in front of me. What I saw was enough to make me pause. Danny made noises, wondering why we'd stopped again, but I couldn't move.

Joshua...

We weren't together anymore, but we still lived in the same town. I had known I would run into him eventually, but the last place I ever expected to meet

him was at a park. We never went to one when we were together, and we'd been a couple since high school.

The last thing I would have expected to see at that moment, though, was Joshua also moving a stroller, and holding a baby in the other arm, smiling down at them.

fty heartfelt funny, like I'd been stabbed by some— thing cold. The breath blew out of my lungs, and I felt like I was choking on the air for a moment. I wanted to turn around and leave, but then he also looked up and saw me. The warm smile he'd just directed to that child froze on his face, as did his entire body, then the smile disappeared.

Is Danny his?

It had been my idea to leave him, though it hadn't been an easy one to make. But once my mind was made, I turned away with no intention of looking back to the past. I didn't take into account how badly it would hurt.

ftaybe it was because, fifteen months later, it was all still too fresh?

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Then, Joshua slowly resumed walking, his eyes trained on me.

fty breath caught in my throat. fty body was so tense. I wanted to turn around and run away immedi— ately. If he had moved on, then I didn't want to face it, not yet. ftaybe in another year, or two, or even more, I'd be able to come to terms with it. But if he just looked at me with indifference and told me he had found someone else so quickly when I was still think— ing about him, it would break me.

A noise from Danny in his stroller made me look down, and remember that I wasn't alone. I had my baby with me. The son of the man coming to me with anoth— er baby cradled in his arm.

"Alessandra. I'm surprised to see you here." Hearing him call my name brought me back to my—

self. He sounded so casual like nothing had happened, and it made me think that it wouldn't be fair if I were the only one affected by our meeting. So, I took a last, long look at my son for courage, and lifted my head.

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Joshua's mouth was curved a little in what could pass as a smile, but the look in his eyes was too intense for that.

I faked a smile. "Joshua. I'm surprised to see you here, too. And with a baby with you. Is it yours?"

Damn.

The question slipped without my permission. Wouldn't asking outright just let him know that it was bothering me? Then, he arched an eyebrow, and his eyes dropped to my stroller.

"I'm not the only one walking around with a baby, Alessandra. And no, he's not mine. Do you remember my cousin, Wendy?"

"Ah," I said, nodding.

Of course, I remembered his cousin. He and I had been close throughout high school and further. While I hadn't seen her in a while, Wendy and I knew each other, and we'd been close, thanks to my relationship with Joshua. Though it had been long since I last seen her, compared to Joshua.

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Outwardly, I didn't let it show, but I was releasing a sigh of relief internally. Then, I was a little annoyed at myself for feeling that way.

The truth was that I never wanted to split—up with Joshua, let alone forget him. I had been prepared for it because I no longer thought a relationship between us would be possible.

"I did know she was seeing someone, though I didn't realize they were this serious. Congratulate her for me when you see her next, okay?"

"Sure," he said with a smile. "Though I am sur— prised you took the nanny route, Alessandra. I didn't think you got along well with children."