JANA wrote a letter to express her feelings about Jake. Jake is her longest- term in a relationship she had. And it is their 5th Anniversary for being in a relationship for 5 years.

She can't help herself feeling so 'lucky' because it's her day to ask Jake if his willing to create a family with her.

-I mean their now in there right age to settle down for good and be married. Jake is 29 and she is 25. And she's planning to ask Jake's hand for marriage. She can't wait for too long , instead of letting Jake to ask her and wait for it.Damn! I can't wait for it! It is better to move forward , I know Jake won't reject my profosal about marriage. We talk it every well, when he is on the middle of the peeks of his career he promise her to marry when he reach at the age of 29 and finally stable on his job. She patiently waiting and agreed to that term. Because she love Jake more than she love herself.

She smiles looking at her beautiful reflection- no, a gorgeous woman she saw on the mirror. She's wearing a black sexy backless dress with a high slit that reach to her midtigh. Her firm looking breast showing her cleavage. It's too fit for her , to draw her curve and every inch of her sexiness. She smile for satisfaction looking at her gorgeous reflection.

It's her 'first time' wearing that kind of revealing dress. She is so traditional woman. She believes that every woman must treasure their self and love there self more than anyone because at the end of the day you only have yourself by your side to comfort your lonely life.

That is reason she fall Inlove with Jake deeply.

Beside Jake proven his loyalty at her. For 5 years, didn't do something to broke her trust and broke his loyalty to hers. She never had known Jake to be attached with another woman. Jake treated her like a princess.

He is so darn 'PERFECT' that's why she love him very much.

When she parked her car, she walk out in her car and hold the cake tightly in her left arm and she glamorously walk through the elevator

She's so nervous, her hand is shaking but that is not the hindrance to make her stop what she planned for.

She's just getting started.

When the elevator got opened she hurriedly go inside and she pressed the 14th floor where his boyfriend Condo.

She's so deeply madly in love with him. She can't wait to have a family with him. Jake is a Manager in Zacharias Hotel and He is in 4 years in that industry while Zacharias owner of the hotel where Jake worked on.

She is a known for being they only heir of Slytherin 4S's Hotel and Restaurant. And she is now the CEO of HOTEL and Restaurants that her parents owned and now it is now in her name and care . Jake Mandrake is just a simple Man. Jake was born and rise in a simple family, his mind and being were exposed of poverty that is why Jake grown up to have a wide ambition for himself.

She meet Jake when the 13th year anniversary of the Associates Magnificent Business Group. Jake was there not to associate with Elite Business People but to show and serve his work and serve every one of that. Jake work that ass of as a WAITER.

and she's one of those elites people who want Jake and his Service.

Jake provides that services not just drinks and food he serve also his witty mind and a humble personality.

They talked that night like theres no tomorrow.

She found Jake handsomeness with great build body.

She also knows Jake is FIL-AM a Filipino and American blood through his ever single nerves he has.

She's just only 20 that time and Jake is 25.

Apparently, that night bring them a bliss. They fall Inlove by just knowing each other and talking like in their crazy staff and happenings in their life. Like they don't want miss a single pieces of knowing each other.

Look at them now madly deeply falling Inlove to each other.

When the Elevator have opened she glamorously walk out in that elevator and she thank God for that day,

cause she's the only who ride the elevator so, theres no hassle to stop every floor in that building.

She hurriedly go the left wing where her boyfriend room at.

She felt so excited just to think that what her boyfriend Jake reaction like. She chuckles for what she have thought

She glamorously walking in the hall way.

She stop at the unit "124". She press the button of the door bell.

She pressed it thrice ,

she knew that her boyfriend is tired because he just came today from the business trip in Singapore.

She's so very proud of her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend left the Philippines just to manage the new hotel that Zacharias chain of hotel in Singapore it is the expansion that Jakes he had been handle She composed herself and brought out the cake inside the box that she's carrying right now.

"When she heard the door "click" she started singing.

She knew that her one and only man she loves would open that door for her. And she's so overwhelmed to think of it.

"Happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday, happy birth-- ! She abruptly had to stop singing and looked at the person who open the door

" Who the hell are you?

It's not her boyfriend but a woman

She's speechless, any minute she'll passed out by what she saw

A woman whose only wearing a bathroom towel and a lot of hickeys on her chest to her neck.

Her mouth is half opened and her leg is shaking

" Like what you saw? The woman sarcastically said

She look at the women angrily

Her knees is shaking also her hand but she fought that darn feelings just to confront that bitch!.

She is so darn mad

But she try to composed her feelings before she must go nuts.

" Please, get out of that fucking way! She madly said

" Don't ever try to blame me for what I am capable of doing, things that might go bad to you right now--- because believe me , I can kill you right now! She furiously said

Instead of letting her in, the woman just only mocked her .

"Well, I am done giving you a warning but you didn't give a darn single care!

After that she furiously slap that woman hardly on her left face.

She smirked while looking at her holding her face where she hit her

Try to scratch my goddamn arm, and I'll try to burn you alive I don't really care whose your parents ! Or even if you are the daughter of the President of this country I'll burn you alive !! I angrily said to her.

I convert my madly gaze to Jake whose still statue in his position.

If my gazes can kill him right bet it !

He'll be dead right now.

" You brute come here ! I am so pissed why Jake do this, I am so broken my dignity as a women fall down.

I clicked her tongue when Jake stand in front of her.

I look into his eyes and tryin' to read what he is thinking right now.

Before that happens might hurt her so much, she pushed the woman on the ground.

And i am turning to pieces by pieces by seeing how Jake embrace that woman into his arm.

Comfort her saying a good words.

"What a good joke"

She mumblely utter in her head.

" Go, hide your lover before I turn to nuts and burnt both of you! She hastily utter. But she knew herself that she's not capable of doing something an appropriate.

She's mad, she's broken obviously she's numb. But she's in clear state.

Jake hurriedly carry that woman to his room and a few moments later they face to face each other.

She don't want to show her weakness.

Not now and not ever in his front.

I won't broke down because Jake is in front of me , I would never give him a chance to see me being so hurt.

She cleared her throut and she started asking him.

For this moment she wants to fulfill her mind and clear everything.

" Am I not enough?" She coldly said.

Jake just shake his head.

" No, love. Please I'm the one who is not worthy to you're love!" He uttered to her.

Goddamn you Jake answer my question! Am I not enough to you?!" She furiously asked. All she want is a clear answer PERIOD but Jake won't give her that satisfaction to live in her mind in peace.

" I deserve the truthfull answer Jake, I beg you--- she shutter. For five years I love you, I adore you, I help you --i support you ! Name that every--- I am so fucking idiot to fall Inlove with you ! --y-you hurt me! She pointed where is heart belong. " Y-y-you broke this, my trust is fading! My dignity as a woman well hunt me Jake!

Jake was only there crying hopelessly and listening her broken rant---

Jake tried to hold her hand but shook of away.

She see pain in Jake eyes.

" You're enough for me love, but I guess there's no secret can't hide for too long, he started explaining his side. Jana deserve to know everything, she needs to know because she is so kind to him even if there world is not balance. Jana is rich and he is just a commoner.

I know that you can't find your heart to accept me again and to forgive me.

I will accept everything from you love, I know I am such an asshole for hurting you like this but--- he paused and he exhale

" I am cheating on you behind the back when we celebrated our 1st month being together and----

" And what Jake? She inpatiently ask

" Remember when we are in your restaurant we have dinner because we celebrated our first month, he said like his just normally having a conversation with her.

She just nod to him

Jake adjusted his self to sat down on the single couch while he seriously furious on her.

" In that time , I meet again my ex. Hailey.

" What about her? She curiosity ask

She knew Hailey Jakes longest girlfriend slash bestfriend. Everything that Jake past.... They talked about it openly.

"Well..ahmm---

She saw that Jake having a second thought.

" I deserve the truth Jake, the truth !

Ahmmm.. I realize that my feelings for her is not fully gone, he saw that Jana was hurt by what he just said. But she deserves to know

" After that we hung out every night in the club and she is now a famous Model in New York. The more I get to know each other the more my feelings getting back and fallin' deeper and harder....she saw Jana tears rushing through her cheeks but he is not the right man to dry that tears.

" ..and? She said crying.

" I don't want to hurt you! I know this is insane but the more our relationship going farther. The farthest we get the strong my love to Hailey .. but I can't let you go because my boss will going to kill me if fail and hurt you!

" W-what? " She was shock why would Zacharias would kill him.

" Yo-u know boss promoted me , because of you! I such an idiot to use you but while we are together the more I become known. And many of those fvcking businessman dying to get in touch of you! And my boss Zacharias used you as a good bait for his business! Truth is--- I have planned to broke up with you in a proper way on our 3rd monthsary but that moment my planned was ruined when Zacharias found out that I am having affair with Hailey and he treated me, if I broke up with you I'll expecting myself go get fired! You knew me, I am the only one who supports my family and I can't bear to loose that job. I'm sorry!

After hearing those fvcking side of Jake she hated that old man name Zacharias. She never knew she was just being used. Her blood is boiling and her hand is pointing to fest.

" Me or her? Answer me directly I don't want any sugarcoat from you I have something to deal that old man.

" I'll choose her, because you don't deserve me. somehow , I also don't deserve you Jana Kramer you're the most humble person that I've meet and love. Practically , my love for you is not too deep because I found myself fooling you and catching in someone's arms. He practically admitted the fact that he is so darn fucking bastard.

She inhale and exhale and composed herself.

She was relief after all , Jake admitted his mistake and taking all risk to admitted all the things that might also ruined his career.

He utteredly while starting to kneel in front of her. Jana was hurt by Jakes action she's just tryin to help 'em.

" Are you for real Jake? She sarcastically ask

I'm just tryin' to help your ass off here--- I am not kind of person to hurt them just to feed my anger Jake! He shouted him.

He was unbelievable for her.

Jake was watching her walking in front of him back and forth

He knew Jana is mad at him.

He was out of his mind thinking that Jana might thinking to revenge them that is why she wants him to worked on her branch. But he was wrong by looking how Jana pissed on him he was totally wrong. Your ex girlfriend was just trying to help you out idiot! He was cursing in his mind. What he expects from Jana except from tomorrow he has no job. Jana is just downfall to earth. She always think others than thinking herself self.

He signed and put her palm on her face.

" I'm so-s-sorry Jana. I'm really sorry! " He said.

" Okay, expect you tomorrow noon in my office!" She coldly said and pick up her bag and she hurriedly storm out his condo.

" LOVE IS JUST AN ILLUSION"

He admitted that it's his fault again.