There he was by the Cafe window my love , my other half sitting by our favorite spot. He looked cute as ever I decided to go say hi , just as I was about to walk in that's when I saw her. The beautiful lady seated by his side and by the looks of things she knew him pretty well. At first I assumed she was his sister, I mean I knew he had brothers only I just hoped that was his sister. Until that kiss ,he kissed another woman who was totally not me. For the first time ever I Fate was completely shocked to the core believe me, I don't get shocked easily. I stood by the glass window for about ten minutes watching not moving guess I was too shocked to react. I tried finding anything in me to make me cry but I just couldn't I was numb.
I slowly backed away from the Cafe in a daze signaled for a taxi got in. I gave the taxi driver my address to my apartment .l looked through the window of taxi and wondered when the lies began, when did I become so gullible. I mean was I really even his girlfriend or was I the other woman. Back at Cafe he looked so comfortable with her more than how he was with me . We'd been together for three years and I had no idea he had an affair come to think of it , there were times he didn't pick my calls when I asked he told he was busy at that time. Why did Jake think it was okay to cheat on me I had so many questions that I had no real answers for.
The taxi driver signaled me that I had arrived guess I was so lost in my thoughts. I gave the taxi driver his money got off. As I was getting my keys from my purse I felt my phone vibrate, can you believe the nerve of him he sent me a text message ' hey babe where u at?'. I couldn't find it in me to return his text I just opened the door to my apartment, that's when the tears came. I dragged myself to my sofa and cried my heart out. I don't know when I fell asleep but I was woken up by a knock on my door .I checked my phone saw it was after midnight wondered who was at the door,I had a lot of texts from my two best friends and others from Jake. I ignored the text message went to open my door on the other side stood Jess and Cate . Once they saw the state I was in they let themselves in and comforted me. I was not a crier but seeing them made me cry again. Cate was the first to ask what was wrong then I got to the story how I saw Jake with another woman. Jess said ,"Oh sweetie poor you ,we always knew he wasn't for you". "Really ?! then why didn't you say so before ?" I asked. "Because you wouldn't have believed us", replied Cate. I stopped crying looked between the two saw the signal Jess had sent to Cate. "How long ?" I asked . Jess tried acting surprised but Cate looked like a deer caught in headlights. She replied sheepishly, "About two years now". I looked from her to Jess . "Yeah " Jess replied . I don't know what came over me but I started laughing uncontrollably until I had tears . I got mad then really angry at the two creatures before me at their betrayal. "GET OUT the both of you I don't wanna see your faces for as long as I live!!" I shouted at them . They both hurriedly got out of my apartment . At the door Jess said ," We will talk when you've calmed down". "Good luck with that and goodbye, " I said to her . She looked as though she wanted to add something but I slammed the door at her. My back to the door I dropped down and cried . I cried over the friendship I thought I had ,the love I thought would last forever and the years I invested in my relationship . For the first time I saw who I was to everyone naive and gullible. Today I had lost my trust and heart , I didn't think I would be able to move on from this.