Ella

"The pain i am filling is strange. I must had a lot to drink yesterday" she is half awake while thinking and suddenly something comes in her mind.

"where the fuck am I?"

she started to look the place she is at. Everything is strange, the room is very big and there are many expensive shits. The bed she is laying on is very soft and comfortabel . in confused filling wondering if it is a dream she smiles and close her eyes to fill the dream . then she slide her hand across the right side of the bed to find something more strange and dangrous right beside her.

Ella

"what is this ? was that a guy? God "

she silently tells herself what is going on and her heart starts beating fast . while she is shoked she jumps of the bed without realizing .

"oh fuck! i am fucking naked fuck fuck fuck "

her body fills weak and with fright she stares at the unknown face on the bed.

He is now half awake filling confused to see her starring at him naked. Ella quickly covers her body with the blanket they were both sharing and couldn't even notice his naked muscular body because her eyes got field with tears seeing her bloody virgin on the bed.

Jacob

"what the fuck girl what is wrong with you "

he picks his boxer from the floor and wear it,then he disapears in to another room.

Ella

she is still standing where she was staring at her blood . when she heared a shower fall from the room jacob disapeared to, she quickly realizes everything that is going on . she sits at the corner of the bed and starts crying .

" oh no no no. this can't be happning i am in some guy's house whome i don't even know where i met him and ended up like this . yes i was fucking drunk last night but the thoughts of being here giving all of me to some rich bastared doesn't make senece. what was i thinking? i wish to disapear . disapear from everything that has happning lately. "

Jacob

His burnnig body fills the cold water that are falling from the shower.

"Everything is tiring . why am i even filling sad? ohh i should fill sad! i should fucking fill sad! my parents got murdered two days ago and i should be so fucking dressed for funeral by now! God i need to clear my mind off . may be go somewhere no one will know or even find me. i don't even know what i am doing or filling. i can't blive i went out for a drink and bring a bar girl in my apartment. i probabely slept with this girl. fucking stupid! "

while thinking he closed the shower and wipe the mirror to see his face without realizing . The Jacob he know is gone in this mirror. He only see a sad and lonely guy who is afraid to swipe his tears . yeah he don't even blive he is crying!

"fuck this "

He take a deep breath and went back to his room to find it empity .

"where did she go ?"

"Hello ? huumm any one here?"

did she already live? he starts to chake his room to make sure nothing is missing ,but everything is in its place .

"who is this girl?"

she took all his thoughts untill he finsh dressing for the funeral. the fact that he is the only child for his parents helped him to get their love and afections . they never failed to suport him. never had left his side untill this day . now that they are gone he fill like his life is falling appart .

"i wanna hide from this pain. that is why i rushed to a bar last night . to be lost in that blody shit vodka . to forget what is happning. to do not blive this nightmare truth . But the fact is you are dead and i have to be a man out there . to wish you farewell. to promice you i will be okey with it. how is this even okey?"

he said it with his parents photo on his had without realizing.

Jacob

I snaped out from my thoughts when my doorbell rings and wipe my tears to fill confidence .

"comming"

i see my face one last time on the mirror and leave my appartment heading to the tragedy seen i fear the most .

Ella

The guy is probabely thinking about me like i sleep with any guy i met to have fun or for money . the thoughts of him thinking about me like that make me fill like to throw up. I fill pain all over my body i never even dream about this to happen in my life. God why am i even crying? this is my fault .

i find a spot to rest and a well place to hide and spy what is happning in that appartment from far . i fill like i need to find out what happend yesterday . i need to know how i ended up sleeping in some stranger's hand . beside i was giving all of me to him.

I lost my virgin without filling the pain. all i ever want is to have a true love and to have the love pain with the love of my life. i can't blive i lost all my chance just like that. oh my God i can't stop hating myself for this.

"oh my God here he comes"

The guy who was with me on the bed took my atention when he come out from the building . three big guys are following him who looks more likely like bodygourds . My body starts shivering by only looking at him! Stupid me.

they are all dressed black. one of the body gourd open the back door for the guy i slept with and let him in. after that the body gourd get in to the same car to drive . the other two gets in to another car on the back and starts driving .

i fill like i should follow them and without realizing i stops a taxi asking the driver to follow them.

as my mind were telling me they are going to a funeral the cars stoped and the guy i slept with getout from the car in tears . i paid for the driver and hide my self. a lot of people are paying respect to the guy and sees him with sadness . then i saw two covens and two big photos of a smilling woman and a charming man . while i am staring at the tragedy something come up in my mind.

"oh my God are they his parents?"

I throw my eyes at him once again and find his green broken eyes! he looks so depressed and sad, but also cheerful at the same time . since that everyone is paying attention to him it is clear that there is no family other than him for this tagedy seen to accept . sudenly my heart starts to fill his pain and i fill heavy .

I watch the funeral ceremony till the end and with tears droping from my eyes. i somehow fills very sorry for him. yes i have lost my mind!

Ater the ceremony ends everyone starts leaving paying respect for the lost ones . and only the guy who i am spying with his many bodygourds and some police officeres left at the scene .

"mr Jacob" one of the offices starts to talk with him.

'Jacob' at list i know your name now "Jacob"

"mr jacob, would you mind if we ask you a Q. sir?"

"yes, i do mind please live me alone"

without paying attention to them he starts to head back to his car .

"mr jacob,.." when the officers starts to follow him two of the officers stops them and tells them to come next time. as jacob was about to get in car another bodygourd stops him from intering .

"please let us drive you Home sir?"

jacob's face starst to turn red and got angree but he hold him self.

"Home is where again?"

"To your parents mansion sir"

"there is no need to do that. just keep up the good work! i am heading back to my apartment."

"But sir, untill your parents case is solved. . .. "

" just shut the fuck up okey! you don't need to remind me they were murdered! I fucking know that man . they were right infront of me! and i saw everything okey . are you still expecting me to go back at that house and stare at the spot where they died for the rest of my life?" he breaths for a second and starst talking again . ".. i am heading back to my appartment and any one who follows me are fired!"

All the bodygourds fellt sad . they truly looks like they are sorry for him. Jacob get in to the car and shares his tears silently . I take my phone out and take a picture of him.

once again i fill stupid for filling sorry. i should be crying in my bed by now but, I start running towards him when i see his car moving . I run as fast as I can and jumps infront of his car. he looks shoked when he stops the car and every bodygourd's gun points at me at once. I fill like i am fillming a movie. this is so embarrassing Ella! what are you doing? yes i admit . i am lossing my mind . It seems like this handsome young man's story is making me interested than my shit life. My hurt keeps telling me to know what happened with him, how i ended up with him, and probably how we did it. I just wanna know if i was happy with him even if i was drunk and maybe if possible i wanna know if he was happy too. But most importantly for now i just want to comfort him. Yes i know it doesn't make since but even if it doesn't make science it is okey to loss my mind for now and do what my heart tells me to do! So here i am staring at him with confidence with not knowing what to say! Even when all the guns are pointing at me! Boom you are lost Ella.