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The Love I Lost Twice

The Love I Lost Twice

Author:Omah Treasure

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Introduction
Elena Laurent survived the accident. But she lost two years of her life. Two years that should have included memories of the man she loved, the secrets she uncovered, and the betrayal that tore them apart. Now, Elena remembers Nicholas Whitmore as nothing more than the arrogant heir she grew up knowing. Yet Nicholas remembers everything—their first kiss, their late-night arguments, the promises they made, and the moment she walked away from him. He could tell her they were once in love. Instead, he lets her choose him all over again. But Elena’s godfather leaves her an inheritance that is far more dangerous than any fortune: a locked archive, a twenty-year-old conspiracy, and one instruction—Find Daniel Mercer. As Elena begins investigating her father’s downfall, she discovers that Nicholas has been hiding secrets of his own. Financial records connect his family to the scandal that destroyed hers, and evidence suggests Nicholas knew the truth long before her accident. Then Elena finds a journal entry written before the crash: If anything happens to me, don’t trust Nicholas. The more Elena remembers, the more she questions the man she is falling for all over again. Because sometimes, forgetting the person you loved is easier than remembering why you stopped trusting them. And the truth waiting inside her lost memories may destroy them both.
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Chapter

The rain began before the coffin arrived.

By the time Elena Laurent stepped out of the black sedan, the sky above Vale Estate had turned the color of old steel.

She stood beneath the umbrella held by the driver and stared at the mansion ahead.

For twenty years, this place had meant safety.

Alexander Vale had brought her here when she was six years old, when her father was too busy trying to save a company that was already collapsing and her mother was too exhausted to pretend everything was fine.

Alexander had always been there.

At birthdays.

At graduations.

During holidays when her father couldn’t make it home.

When Elena was younger, she had sometimes wondered why Alexander loved her so much. As she grew older, she stopped asking.

He had never been her father.

But sometimes, she thought, a person didn’t need to share your blood to become family.

Now he was dead.

And somehow, the mansion looked exactly the same.

That was the cruelest part.

The white stone walls were still spotless. The enormous windows still reflected the gray sky. Even the old oak tree beside the driveway still leaned toward the house exactly as it had when she was a child.

Only Alexander was missing.

Elena tightened her fingers around the small black clutch in her hand.

“Miss Laurent?”

She looked at the driver.

“We should go inside.”

She nodded.

The moment she stepped beneath the covered entrance, the sound of rain disappeared behind the heavy doors.

Silence replaced it.

Dozens of people stood inside the entrance hall.

Businessmen.

Lawyers.

Family friends.

People who had known Alexander for decades.

And people who had known him for five minutes but were already whispering about what would happen to his empire.

Elena hated them for that.

Not because they were wrong.

Alexander had built Vale Holdings into one of the most powerful private business groups in the city. There were properties, investments, companies, private funds, and enough money to make most of the people in the room wealthy for generations.

But Elena didn’t want to think about money.

She wanted to remember the man who used to sneak chocolate into her schoolbag because he knew she wasn’t supposed to have it.

She wanted to remember his terrible jokes.

His loud laugh.

The way he used to call her “little troublemaker.”

Instead, she was standing at his funeral wondering how a person could disappear so completely while the world simply continued moving.

“Elena.”

She turned.

Maya Bennett hurried toward her, dressed in a simple black dress, her expression unusually serious.

Maya was one of the few people who could hug Elena without asking permission.

So she did.

“I’m sorry,” Maya whispered.

Elena closed her eyes.

“I still keep expecting him to call me.”

“I know.”

“He called me three days before he died.”

Maya pulled back.

“What did he say?”

Elena looked toward the crowd.

“He asked if I’d been happy lately.”

Maya frowned.

“That’s strange.”

“Alexander was always strange.”

A tiny smile appeared on Elena’s lips.

Then disappeared.

“He told me there were things I would understand soon.”

“What things?”

“I don’t know.”

Maya studied her face.

“Did he sound worried?”

Elena hesitated.

“Maybe.”

Before Maya could say anything else, Elena felt someone watching her.

She looked across the room.

And froze.

Nicholas Whitmore stood near the staircase.

He was dressed entirely in black.

Of course he was.

Nicholas had always looked as though black had been invented specifically for him.

Tall. Broad-shouldered. Dark hair neatly pushed back. One hand rested casually in his trouser pocket while the other held a glass he hadn’t touched.

At twenty-eight, Nicholas had inherited the same intimidating presence that followed his father everywhere.

But Elena had known him long before he became the polished heir everyone in the business world whispered about.

She had known him when he was sixteen and unbearably arrogant.

When he was nineteen and convinced every conversation was an argument he needed to win.

When he was twenty-five and had somehow become even more irritating.

The Whitmore and Laurent families had known each other for decades.

Nicholas and Elena had grown up in the same circles.

They had attended the same charity events.

The same dinners.

The same family gatherings.

And somehow, every time they met, Nicholas found a way to annoy her.

She hadn’t seen him in months.

Now he was staring at her.

Not casually.

Not politely.

As if he had been waiting for her to arrive.

Elena held his gaze.

Nicholas didn’t look away.

Maya followed her eyes.

“Oh.”

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“Maya.”

“Nothing,” Maya repeated, suddenly becoming very interested in the floor.

Elena narrowed her eyes.

“What?”

Maya sighed.

“Just… you two have always had a weird thing.”

“We don’t have a thing.”

“Sure.”

Before Elena could argue, Nicholas started walking toward them.

Each step was calm.

Measured.

Unhurried.

The kind of walk that made people move aside without being asked.

He stopped in front of Elena.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Then Nicholas said quietly,

“I’m sorry.”

Elena swallowed.

“Thank you.”

His eyes stayed on her face.

There was something strange about the way he looked at her.

Almost painful.

Elena noticed.

“What?”

His jaw tightened.

“What?”

“You keep looking at me.”

“I’m looking at you now.”

“You know what I mean.”

Something flickered in his eyes.

“I haven’t seen you in a while.”

“That doesn’t explain the staring.”

Nicholas looked away for half a second.

Then back at her.

“You look different.”

Elena raised an eyebrow.

“That’s your way of offering condolences?”

“No.”

“Good.”

“I meant…”

He stopped.

For the first time since she’d known him, Nicholas Whitmore seemed unsure of what to say.

That bothered her more than his usual arrogance ever had.

“Meant what?”

His gaze softened.

“You look tired.”

Elena blinked.

Then laughed once.

“That’s better.”

Nicholas almost smiled.

Almost.

“You always hated being lied to.”

The words slipped out so quietly she almost missed them.

Elena’s smile disappeared.

“What?”

Nicholas’s expression hardened.

“Nothing.”

“No. You said—”

“Elena.”

His voice had changed.

Lower.

More serious.

“There’s something you need to know.”

Her heart skipped.

“What?”

Before he could answer, an elderly man in a dark suit approached them.

“Mr. Whitmore.”

Nicholas turned.

The man leaned closer and whispered something into his ear.

Nicholas’s expression changed instantly.

He nodded once.

“I’ll handle it.”

The man walked away.

Elena looked at Nicholas.

“What was that?”

“Nothing you need to worry about.”

She almost laughed.

“That’s a terrible answer.”

“I know.”

“Then give me a better one.”

Nicholas looked at her for a long moment.

Then he said,

“Alexander left instructions.”

Elena frowned.

“About what?”

Nicholas glanced toward the closed doors leading to the private wing of the mansion.

“About you.”

A chill moved down her spine.

“What kind of instructions?”

He didn’t answer.

Instead, he looked at her as though he was trying to memorize her face.

For some reason, Elena suddenly had the uncomfortable feeling that Nicholas Whitmore knew something about her life that she didn’t.

“Elena.”

She turned toward the sound.

A lawyer stood near the entrance to the study.

“Mr. Vale’s solicitor would like to speak with you.”

She looked back at Nicholas.

He had already stepped away.

“Nicholas.”

He stopped.

She expected him to turn.

He didn’t.

“Whatever Alexander left behind,” Elena said, “I’m going to find out.”

Nicholas finally looked over his shoulder.

Their eyes met.

For one brief second, she saw something she had never expected to see in Nicholas Whitmore’s eyes.

Fear.

Not for himself.

For her.

Then it vanished.

“That’s what I’m afraid of,” he said.

And walked away.

Elena stood frozen.

Behind her, the solicitor cleared his throat.

“Miss Laurent?”

She turned.

“Yes?”

“There is something you should see before the will is read.”

“What is it?”

The lawyer’s face had gone pale.

“A letter.”

He handed her a sealed envelope.

Her name was written across the front in Alexander’s unmistakable handwriting.

Elena.

Her fingers trembled as she broke the seal.

There was only one sentence inside.

If Nicholas Whitmore tells you he remembers everything, don’t believe him.