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Loving My Tormentor

Loving My Tormentor

Author:she_osprey

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Introduction
“And if dawn comes my love, know that I did love only you.” *** As the final school year began, Neilani Fraker had only one goal, to be done with high school peacefully. She didn't want any drama, because they only wasted her time. However, when her former bully, Willard Evanich showed up at school again, with his usual bullying antics, Neilani knew nothing was ever going to be the same. He looked hotter, made her feel things she was painfully aware that she wasn't supposed to feel, and even though he was still her tormentor, her heart was already thinking otherwise. She should have tried to fight back, but how could she when she had lost that fight on his first day back home? Conflicted between hate and love for the girl who ruined his family, Willard wasn't sure what he wanted anymore. Her innocence was appealing to him, and the fact that she was so pure, was the final nail on his coffin of love. He was supposed to be bad, but did it count, if he was bad to everyone, and yet protected her by bullying her? Would it count when he caused her pain, because he loved her but was too much of a coward to admit it out? Both scared of each other’s rejection, the two must figure out how to navigate the path ahead and the emotional turmoil they’re experiencing, otherwise, they could as well as break each other.
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[NEILANI]

The evening had been quite uneventful as usual since he had left, and honestly, she loved it that way. She hadn't missed him one bit, because she knew if she did, he would suddenly show up.

He was like a shameless bad omen and as she walked back home, she was silently praying that he wasn't existent. He had taken so much from her, that the sight of him would without a doubt repulse her. He had got her into spaces where her insanity had reeked, like a dead body hidden in the sewers. He was bad. He was terrible, and he was her greatest nightmare even when he was probably away.

'He can’t be back. He doesn’t even like this place,’ she had told herself three days ago, when her paranoia had begun creeping in. It had overtaken her senses and her fear was driving her nuts. Neilani Fraker tried to convince herself it was all in her head, but then why would her anxiety graciously make a show, barely three days ago?

It wasn't like there was something that she was looking forward to, right? Maybe she was hoping for too much, but that was all she could afford, in a world that treated her like she didn't exist. she wasn't an outcast, but to some extent, she was an outcast. It was a complicated experience that only she could explain in words that couldn't be spoken out loud.

'Relax Neilani,’ her subconscious kept nagging her when she felt a shudder down her spine for the third time since she had left the restaurant after dinner. The evening had somehow grown darker, and she was trying to hurry and find her way home.

Granted, she lived in a peaceful neighborhood, but what if it was all so peaceful just because the culprits of the crime were never found, or even if their victims never got the chance to speak up? Well, she was clearly overthinking again, but what else could she do when she was using the damned shortcut back home, which also happened to be a scary dark alley?

'Positive thoughts, Neilani,’ she convinced herself with every step that she made deeper into the alley. She was already herself for watching one too many horror movies because right now, she would easily be a victim and no one would ever find her.

"Eek!” she let out a sound when she stumbled on a stone that had innocently been laying on the ground.

Neilani was scared for some reason, and it wasn’t because of the alley.

She was scared that her past was coming back to her, but that was another far-fetched reality that she needed to work through. And so for the next five minutes, the young girl walked through the dark alley, her fears and paranoia driving her nuts, but her courage, or whatever was left of it, was trying to see her through it.

"Hey bunny, do you miss me?” A familiar voice interrupted her oh-so-worried walk and if the dark could talk, Neilani Fraker was a messy mess. She let out a toe-curling scream that echoed back towards her, convincing her that she had finally gone insane.

Her heartbeats were erratic and her palms were suddenly so sweaty. She felt like she was living in a certain kind of hell, one that she couldn't get out of. Her anxiety attacks had also figured it was time to make a show, just when she was at her weakest.

Gripping her backpack harder, and with her eyes closed, legs shaking like she had found herself in the notable wrong turn movies, Neilani was determined to find her way home.

"It’s just your mind again, Neilani. It's nothing serious, okay? Deep breaths and we can go peacefully,” Neilani mumbled as she walked in the direction of home. She needed to be sure that she wasn't dreaming or hallucinating.

He couldn't be back.

He just couldn't.

There was no way he would come and the first time he showed up, was in a damned dark alley? That was insane. Super insane.

"Aww, so you’ve been thinking of me, how sweet!” the voice said and this time, Neilani decided to make a run for it. Today, she wasn't going to die. Her subconscious could have haunted her in some other ways, but it chose the worst of ways.

"Nu-uh-uh. You’re not running away from me. Running calls for punishment, my little bunny,” the voice said as a hand gripped her backpack, making the poor girl stumble, and fall in one of the muddy patches in the alley.

She wasn't sure if she was thankful to have fallen or if she was worried about what she would tell her mother about her soiled uniform, again.

“That’s not the right way to greet your old friend now is it, Salmonella?” The voice said, and this time, Neilani was sure she wasn't dreaming as she dragged her feet and got up. He was here and very much real.

Only he always called her Salmonella instead of Neilani Fraker. For a boy with a beautiful voice, he was a demon, and Neilani knew that so well.

"Answer me,” the voice said angrily and sternly, clearly not impressed by Neilani's response. How could she be that brazen after what had happened? Did she want to teach again in this dark alley?

In his anger, he slammed her back against the wall, not caring that she was a little dirty at the moment. That didn't matter, as his body was tightly pressed against Neilani’s. She didn't need to see her face to know who he was. His voice had been pretty clear that her peaceful life was no longer up for grabs. Instead, she was entering a new version of hell.

"Let me go, Willard. You need to grow up and stop acting like some kid without sense,” Neilani said, having had enough of the boy from her past, who was determined to make her life a little too hellish. She knew he would have fun, but tonight wasn't just it for her. She needed to leave.

Instead of feeling her backpack being let go, Neilani felt Willard’s grip on her bag become even stronger, that she was worried the damn backpack would be torn but was that her greatest worry when she was standing face to face with her greatest enemy? Or rather the boy who had dedicated his life to bullying the life out of her?

"Or what?” Willard said to Neilani as he pressed his body harshly to hers, while his fingers trailed down her skirt, before they made their way up her now bare thighs.

She wanted to stop him, but there was something about his touch that was screwing with her mind. She wanted more and for a moment, she was lost in the pleasure that came with his touch.

"Hmm,” Neilani let out the first time, the sound barely making its way out from between her lips as she felt his hands clutch her bud so slowly and rub gently like it was the most beautiful and delicate thing he had ever touched.

The gentle rubs were insane and Neilani was sure she would die from the fall of his hands on her. She had never felt whatever this was before and the fact that he was doing this to her, should have repulsed her, but instead, she subconsciously spread her legs in the dark, like she was giving him better access to her beautiful untouched flower.

Before she could even figure out what was going on, she felt his pinky slightly pull aside her lace undies, the touch making her face and body heat up shamelessly. He then rubbed his fingers on her skin, while he breathed in her right ear, softly and hastily that she felt she was going insane.

"Open up,” he said to her, and that was all she needed for her body to begin yearning for more for the forbidden boy. She felt his middle finger try to find its way between her tight and never touched lips, spreading them like this is what he had been waiting to do for so long.

It didn't take him a while though, because she could feel his middle finger make circular traces on her clit, right before thrusting into her core carefully. If she hadn't known this man as her bully, she would have believed he was trying to ease his way into her through his fingers. The middle finger did some good on Neilani because she kept making sounds, as his middle finger thrust into her, exploiting her pleasure buds.

"Wider,” he breathed as he added his ring finger into her, and instead of thrusting both fingers in and out, he thrust them up and down, hitting all the right spots that Neilani let out a series of moans.

She wanted more.

Her body wanted more and in the haze and trance they were both in, he willingly gave her what she wanted; the pleasure that her body needed as he nibbled on her ear, and traced his tongue on her ears.

He didn't stop, until Neilani climaxed and came from her high with a loud moan, her fluids dripping down his fingers, before he released them, and licked his fingers. Like the supposed ‘good boy’ he was, he pulled her undies back in place while he was waiting for her to come from her high, before whispering in her ears.

"See you in school tomorrow, bunny.”