"Hello!Balthazar,Is this you?Hey,I am Hanna,Do you remember me,? Ako 'yung pinakilala ng kaibigan mo 'nung nagdinner meeting kayo 'nun?"!" I sounded so desperate.
"Yeah?" he said cooly from the other line.
I want to pinch this man right now!Alam na ngang nanggihinalo na 'ko,may pa yeah yeah pa siyang nalalaman!
Agad akong napatayo nang makita ang kakapasok palang na lalaki.I put my phone back to the sofa and avoided his gaze.My throat went dry and my hands automatically froze for a couple of seconds.With the fake strong aura on my face,trying hard to look cool,I smirked but my lips betrayed me.Because my smirked lips turned into a pout a later on.
Punyetang intsik na 'to!
I went upstairs as I saw him walking near me with a hands on his pocket.My right brow automatically tugged up.I continued marching until I reached my room.
Our room.
My breathing almost stopped when the corner of my left eye noticed his intimidating presence.I can now hear the footsteps he made joined by his loud and sarcastic laughs.I immediately hid my face using my bare hands and slightly pushed my body until I reached the wall located at the middle of this whole floor.My body shivered more when I felt the coldness brought by the wall and also because of his so damn presence.
Fuck.
This is not correct anymore.I should be the one who's doing this to him!Marami siyang naging kasalanan sa 'kin and he needs to face death first before he could receive my forgiveness!
Yeah.Relax,Hanna.You are strong,right and you were not born just to become like this,afraid by someone who doesn't deserve to be paid more attention.Ikaw dapat ang komontrol sa kaniya hindi 'yung..
He ruined me..
A lot.
He broke me..
Into pieces.. Fuck this world! Fuck this man!
I heard his finite smirks and unending deep sighs,obviously making a fun with me.And I dont really like it.This is my house yet he's here,standing in front of me with the hint of damn amazement on his face. Mukha na siguro akong clown sa tingin nya 'no?
Look how injustice the world is,I'm am here, trying to calm and relax myself not to make any moves that will get me into harmed,that will not get me into trouble that will give my mom an urge to freeze all my oh-so-fucking accounts! Yeah.I have that kind of mom who always there by my side not to help me but to ruin my messy life!
Try to imagine this,she forced me to marry this disgusting man because If I will not grant her wishes,chances are be she might freeeeeeezeee all my cards including my beloved atm,my credit cards and such motr valuable things! She's crazy-all the people sorround me are all crazy!
I love my money,I love my wealth so I can't afford losing them all!That's why I'm here with this man!I don't like this to happen,promise!All I want to do is to go in different places, travel the whole world,have some flings or friends with benefits.. That's all!Actually, I already have a plan on how I can travel the whole world in just one year!And my plan is supposedly to start from this day but my mom and this man messed up my dreams.And about my brother, I don't know anymore where in the part of globe he is right now!He probably,I guess, chasing Am.I don't know anymore.I can't think any person that can help me but only my fucking brother but he's not here.How good.Yeah.
My lowered down my head,feeling the heat liquid at the corner of my eye.If Jaspher were here,I would not be in this state.
He held my both arms tightly and squeezed it gently..
God has really given me no choice but to face my nightmares.
My hearth contracted as I felt his hand slowly travelling on my body.He came closer and his manly scent devoured my system.I lost myself again.I immediately wrapped my hands on his neck while he was busy roaming the inside of my shirt.I literally jumped when he slid his watm fingers on my brassiere,making me wet for second time.
Punyeta.Kakaano pa lang namin kanina.
He laughed at my reaction and my lips automatically pouted by itself.He breathe near to the side of my left ear,hands was still exploring my skin."I want you."I secretly rolled my eyes and continued kissing him back,more deeper and with more passion.My legs were now at his shoulders,hands were now on his hair.He chukled a little bit when he accidentally bit my right cheek.I groaned in so much frustration.
With an amused expression plastered oh his face,he effortlessly carried me until we reached the soft and white bed.As my back touched the softness of the bed,my legs grew wider whilst pulling his head to come closer into mine.He obliged and after a minutes of being so close to him,I found myself anticipating while he was busy devouring my flesh.
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Smile.