just having a bad time with my family,,,, which I always pray for help to make it to the university but faithfully speaking I've to get to the university with the help of my uncle,

that when life just started I was so happy and so serious bcos it wasn't easy for me to get there with all my efforts so I push in drive hard to be the best in my family

doing this at a time I have a friend call max among all student in school he is a friend truthfully speaking but due to my background of coming up it wasn't easy for me to trust people simply,,,

at a time we became closer and that was when I lost my personality going on with friends  just from club to clubs parties to party and I drop down to totality of regretting my potential lost and disgrace to my uncle who render it self to he

at a magic circle I got to understand my self again and live to be on my own then, I cut of my self from friends and start studying again as it should be,,,

a particular cause girl in the university called penny by name always want to study with me then I give a room for her to come in as a friend she actually change me during the time of surviving for the greatest future I wanted to be,,,

but most time I don't give a welcoming attention due to my past remembrance with what friends did to me

but at list of all she made me serious and develop a skill on me which I will always stay to remember ,,

at that spot my uncle already part me out from his House,,,

through the lady call Penny she rander her help for me ,, introduce me to a work when at list where I will be earning my weekly salary at $300 so I can move on with life as it should be ....

that when I realized the hardship and reasons why my family disagree for me to further more but all in Ford I stick to my decision

in a place where I work in the kitchen serviceata very point of my need at work I always got favor

these is the way I got manage to myself and study to be the great person I always wanted to be my boss miss Morris like me and other staff members working with me,

here a particular lady coming everyday to buy our product of food and goods

she buy more than my salary everyday she comes, buying more than$500 $700 most times ,,and she is so proudly maybe because she is from a rich family,,

and whenever she want to buy goods if I'm not around she won't apply to buy the goods mostly what she buy at times is more than the money we have make for about three days ,

in all her attitude to others in that local service mine is very different when it comes to me she always calm down and listen to me so whenever she is around my boss always want me to pay attention to her because is like I'm a medicine to her temper ,,

undo I don't really know why but I guess she just like me somehow

I've to tell my friend penny about her she got mad and started putting pressure on me telling me I should stop talking to her for no reason she start talking blabla................................................................................................................................................................................and shouting,,

that was when penny told me she loves me  and she said she is the only one who is permitted too love me because she Rander her help to me when I needed it ,,

penny said to me.."you are stopping that work now and now, nothing you will say to me to change it,

in our local service it is not permitted to stop without passing letter writing or calls informations ,,

after 3 days absent of work the lady came without seeing me and she didn't buy any of the product due too she is used to me and she only want me to sell for her ,,

my boss miss Morris was really mad of my absent she decided to fired me out from her company

                     three weeks later

on my way to my class to attend my subject zoology the subject teacher miss Rita only teach us zoology once in six month ,,

I never new that lady I do sell goods for when I was still at miss Morris company is among the class that attend zoology when I saw her i ran and hide quickly so she won't see me ,,

funny enough I sat on her back when never she turn her head to look I turn mine too

on a shut break she was looking for me asking if anyone knows me well but honestly speaking I don't want her to see me ,after the shut break we resume back to the class then I quickly exchange my sit with someone in another sit that was how I got to manage myself ,,

luckily  the teacher didn't call me to answer question ,,,after  we close she go in her car and zoom  off then I was so happy honestly I take a slow breath

breathing slowly

here I come and say to myself I'm so lucky today thank you Lord for everything you do to me

praying

on my way home I ment a lady asking me” who is Anthony?”

 I ask is there any problem**no sir I just want to give him a letter a woman called miss Morris told me to deliver a letter to him please sir did you know him so you can at list help me to locate him "well I'm the one "okay then I have to go sir, "alright  ,,I received the letter from her undo I was little bit scared after one month now miss Morris still send me latter,,,

I proceed on my journey.............................................................................................................................................................................. getting home and I read

"I'm really sorry for telling you not to work in my company again ,,

I really misunderstood you after your absent and it has really been a bad lost in the company and most customer just stop patronizing because you weren't around",,

please return back your salary is now increase from $300 to $800 and from now hence fort you are the manager of my company please Anthony return back I need you and the company need you most importantly I'm begging you I didn't meant too but I just felt I was doing the right thing you are really serious and diligence in your work ,you may resume at anything but I most to say if you can resume today or anytime from now I will so happy thanks Anthony

reading this letter on my own,, unknowingly to me Penny is already staring at me and she said to me ,, "Anthony what are you reading"?,

and I said to her" a letter from Miss Morris telling me to resume back to work" and she replied" I thought she said she doesn't need your services anymore so why now "?..

from the letter she said alot of things but to me I guess my attention is needed seriously because the company is going down I mean the company is falling!!!!!!!!!!

she even increases my salary to $800

"ohh that a lot that is really huge amount but sorry to say you won't work there so no need of stressing yourself

huh!!!! "penny why will you say so"?,,well if you really want to go then you need to face and fight it out cause there's a conditions to it if you really want to work" ,and I ask what conditions ?..

"if only you will be my lover then you can work" ,,and Anthony was like  ............................................

penny what will that kind of condition do with me working,you know well fully that I don't feel anything to you so why that serious conditions  I don't think that is actually okay please say something else

"Anthony look I love you that was the mean reasons why i accommodate you in my house I'm not the type that like people staying with me I'm very strict when it comes to that but I allow you here because I love you

look Anthony I know it sounds so ridiculously for me to say it to you but that just the true, let just take a move I mean just try it out let see how it will I know it will work well, because I love you and I mean it when I say it to you

penny there is nothing just to think about ,,if I should say I want some time to think, that means I'm not being honest to you

I can't do this penny ,,you of all know that all I want is  to Be a graduate and the great person I want to be and to achieve my destiny and to make my family happy including my uncle even do I'm not with him again at list , through him I got this far

so...............

I can't okay just try to understand these

NoNo I can't {thinking!!!!!}

no problem actually Anthony all you want is to be a graduate and a great destiny you  want to achieve, which I understand so clear ,,penny I'm grateful and thanks for understanding,,but at this moment you have to leave my house

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shocking

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penny why will you do this to me?,, "well I can't cope if you are still in the house with me I will feel uncomfortable...

really this unfair penny you really do this to me ,,well if only you want to be my lover then you stay ,,but if truly you love me Penny you won't give me that fast oppression because you know I don't have anywhere to go too  ..

if you really love me you could have made me love you back prove it to me and you will bear with me telling me to live your house and you are saying you love me well that is not love to me well I will leave your house

I've no where to go to but just hoping on something to come over ,,after penny throw me out of her house I decided to take another steps by applying for the job miss Morris apologized for me to return,

at that point I remember a old friend of mine call max but I was so scared to move from club to clubs then I decided to meet him in the school...

And I told him everything that happens to me All I  need from you max if you can just allow me to live in your house at list from now I will be grateful.....

Anthony you have not wrong me in anyway okay for that I will allow you but the problem is I won't just call it a problem actually  I have a girlfriend not just a girlfriend....

she is my fiance she will be coming the next week so you have to leave when she comes so how can we go about it ?...

Well first fully I will have to thank you for the button of my heart you did a great thing to me okay,

To me there's no problem since I can stay for a little days when never she is showing up just put me on notice,max told him never to worry, there's no problem I will inform you, the problem is I might not know when she is coming actually but whenever she tell me I will inform you....

Max how have you been is be long we both last saw well Anthony is a long talk less get inside and take a chill water

They both went inside

Morning arrive

on my way to work for the first day everybody was so happy to see me and miss Morris was really so happy and excited

Mr Anthony the company really miss you I'm really sorry for my reactions arted upon your absent

And I hope you have forgotten all about that and most especially you have forgiving me already ,,,"yes I have" there's nothing else to be sorry for , every body made mistake and I believe you have also learn from yours

Well I was so happy I came back to work actually everything was so easy but I just need to get someone else to stay before max girlfriend shows up

thinking!!!!!

During the late time

Miss Morris said to me since you are now the manager there's a room over here for you to stay so you can stay focus in the post of your manager

I can't I don't think If I can stay , Anthony just calm down if you stay here is quite okay for you without any stress okay so you can actually be taking care of things in the way it should go

Are you not sure you are looking for a way to pull me off ?,

Anthony ask

No not at all ,ok I agreed  then

Thanks

They both smile

I desided to pass a night over there and it was so lovely where I actually found my peace of mind but I don't want miss Morris to take Me as a fool

Morning sun arrive