Growing up was something I never wish should happened to my enemy but I actually find it appearing in my world..
Am princely Aikore, am bosty and beautiful, am from a very well respected family, my dad is a pastor and my mother a pastor’s wife. When I was growing I always ve this mentality that pastors beat their wives because my dad never stopped a day to hit my mother.
At 17 years I have long start to feed for myself, my siblings & my mom because life has been painful & stressful, then I was making hair to help out. @19 years my desire was to go to school but nobody to help, I had to go stay with one of my uncle so I can be his house help just to get money to purchase admission form to a university but guess what he did not give me any money after a year staying with him. I cried and I went back to my mother. @20 I started a jamb lesson with the help of my mom but I got raped by my jamb classmate & his brother luckily for me I did not get pregnant after the rape.
@21 I got admission to study in a university but no money that was when I decided to enter into prostitution so I can go to school and survive life. I thought leaving this life of prostitution will help me see through life and get a happy ending but up till date Nothing life is indeed an inspiration and also life is cruel. In my life journey I meet a lot of both bad and good people I was loved and I was hate but God still see me through.
When I eventually got into the university I had no-one to stay with I was staying in a room with 8 girls inside, I was never comfortable then, I meet a guy I started staying with because I couldn’t cope with 8 girls boom not long I got my first pregnancy that I did not even know I was pregnant because it was my first time. When I actually find out pregnancy was 3 months gone I was now struggling to remove it because I have no one to fead for me and my baby. I suffered and bleed for 2 months that I almost lost my life but I survived. How cruel this life is during the process of this suffering the guy that got me pregnant abandoned me I was battling financially and was still battling to get rid of the unwanted pregnancy but all with God’s help I survived the pregnancy and I moved back to were I was with 8 girls in a room not long I meet a girl named Karoline, she was so nice to me that she felt my pain and ask me to join her in her house. I was so happy that I moved to karo’s house and was staying with her, we were actually doing well, we do most of our runs life together until she started having this jealousy mind towards me I did not know I was so free and good to her and her boyfriend coz he comes around sometimes I even run errands for her just to please her so I won’t be chased @ of the house but I still did not please her. I was even having issues with my admission because the guy I gave money to help me process my admission so my name will be in the admission list did not do anything he actually lied to me and I find out I wasn’t a student but before I find out Karo was already on me giving me issues and heat in the house to the extend she poisoned food for me to eat but that day I did not eat the food I gave it to our neighbor who was very hungry than me he was about to eat the food when someone called him to come pick up something important so he left the food opened coz he was in a hurry when he got back he was scared to eat it because it was open and he threw it away one fowl
hen
in the compound eat it as he threw it that evening in the morning we find the fowl
hen
dead. Ooh how cruel life is so Karo wanted to kill me @ of jealousy I cried and I traveled to my parents house after 2 days I came bk and I find my bags inside rain she has threw my things out of her house that my neighbor helped me keep my things in his house they re like 4 guys in the house I can’t stay with them so I left my things there and was sleeping inside school in one of the classes. One night I was sleeping I heard some noise of guys around I did not say anything what I heard was that they are planning to kill one other guy by the name Pedro I kept quite because awish they knew I was there they would have killed me that night I guess they are cult guys so I stayed calm and sleep I woke up very early & went to those guys house to bath & dressed up for school that was the day I heard the one most worst news of my life that 2 years I spent suffering & struggling I was not a student I ve been there thinking my admission was processed successfully because I was a novice chaii what a cruel world I cried and Fainted I was admitted in a nearby hospital my mom came and carried me that how I stopped going to that university.
The Pedro guy was actually killed that period I was in the hospital I was so down and was feeling guilty of not saving his life but I don’t know he was and I don’t know how to look for him if not for the bad news about my admission I would have reported the matter to our head teacher maybe it would have saved him. I felt depressed and stressed for a month and I had to move on..I inspired myself and was still very determined to still go to school. I started working in a supermarket and was gathering money for school after a year I heard about a form in a polytechnic so I took excuse from work and I went to purchase the form luckily for me I got the admission and I paid my acceptance fee after sometime I moved to school. The first day I stepped into that school my blackberry was stolen in the class that when I meet one guy
Stanley by name
he is in my department we became so close that he got me a small phone and even helped me retrieve my line one thing gets to another we started dating I never knew he was a cultist and even their number one then he appeared so cool & very intelligent like they say don’t judge a book by it’s cover. Soon our relationship became so strong that he doesn’t want me around any guy, any guy that talks to me will receive beating I wanted to leave him but instead he will beat me and I will see myself in the hospital the next day. I started enduring an abused relationship all in the name of love. After that first experience of pregnancy I was scared if I will ever get pregnant boom I got pregnant for Stanley oooh he beat me one day and I lost the pregnancy with going for any abortion I became his band wherever he is angry I couldn’t leave and no one to help me leave I suffered that relationship for 2 years after my OND i thought I will be free it’s a lie he asked me not to leave school to my parents house that if I try to leave he will kill me funny enough he was beating me his baby mother and her friends were frustrating me and planning to pour acid on me, same period of stress from Stanley & his baby mama I lost my younger brother
ojie
ooh another pain of life so I had to involve his family and my family and it took God’s intervention I left him for good.
After my ND
national diploma
I came bk for my HND
higher national diploma
just when I was about getting admission to continue my HND I meet another dramatic guy called Elliot hmmmm Elliot was a very nice guy but rude & proud he feels he have money so he don’t need anyone’s opinion on how he should live his life. We became close & he proposed which I accepted thinking I have find true love not knowing what he wanted was just a woman to birth children for him. He was helping me financially in school. He paid my school fees, rented a very good comfortable apartment for me and we started planning marriage. Anytime Elliot goes to my house to see my parents she upset them a lot by making them feel since they don’t have money their opinion don’t matter I felt so irritated about it and I talked to him about it that was how we quarreled and we got separated another bad thing about Elliot is that he is too idiotic he wants us to go to any spiritual church he hears about and after we got separated he had to carry my name to one of those spiritual people I did know . We separated exactly 2years later after my HND during my final year project so I moved to my parents house and was waiting for NYSC call. Mehn things became tough and tougher no guy asking me out so I started going for prayers until one spiritualist told me that Elliot my ex actually went somewhere with my picture and he did prayed things started moving well again. Boom I went for my NYSC 2018-2019 and I passed out 2019 after my NYSC I traveled to Abuja to see if I will get a good job any job I see I want to be sex first before I can get the job if I refuse that is the end of it. I left Abuja to Ibandon to see a man from ibandon I left to Lagos to go see my cousin that’s where another stress starts my cousin was staying with her friend she has to beg her colleague so I can stay in his house and he is a guy luckily he is a gentle guy he left me there to go stay with his friends so I will be comfortable that same week they drove my cousin from where she was staying she moved to where I am and was going to work from there.no financial hope on how to get our own place so I suggest to her to tell her boss about her house issues if he will help so she did and luckily he sent her 100k we were so happy that we looked for apartment of 120k is far from town but we did not mind we started staying inside with mattress, nothing was inside the room we had hopes I had to keep doing my hookup I bought mattress. With hookup I meet a guy who gave me fridge, fan and television stand so I bought television and every other thing needed. We were fine for like 4 months my cousin got sacked by her new manager. I was the one helping out until one day we decided to start a cooking business when we enter into the den of two brothers that are ritualist.
How we meet them was when we went to Shoprite to share our hand posters for our new business we gave them our poster and they promise to patronize us. That evening they called my cousin’s phone number not mine and they told her they will want a home service no matter the amount they will buy we became so happy not thinking anything the next day morning they called again and sent the money we charged them 18k for soup and stew with home service so we went to the market and we went them on getting there @ their gate my mood change I was feeling so restless and unhappy I don’t even know why my body wasn’t okay with the environment they are staying inside bushy area and very isolated, just their building there no other building is close by that even if someone is shouting no-one will come & help I became so scared that I started praying to God to save us. My cousin started cooking and I was pressing my phone doing video too my phone battery went down and I was looking for where to charge close to their fridge in the house there is a door there that only when u look very well u will see the door the guys were in their room then I opened the door and I was so shocked to see plenty of cutlasses, mob, buckets, red clothes, calabash pot inside the room the mob and buckets are more than 10 even the red cloth they are much some made as dress I was shaking and I was so scared that I went to tell my cousin about it just when I wanted to tell my cousin one of them came to the kitchen. They have four big dogs in the compound so he said he wants to feed the dogs so I told him that I don’t like dogs he should go outside and feed them we argued until he accept and went outside through the kitchen back door just as he left I locked the door because I was so scared so I told my cousin everything and I told her to put my bags inside dirt bag that we re leaving here now so I called one of the guy in fact the wicked one inside I was so courageous and I told him I forget something in the market to use make the soup that we have made stew he said that y did I forget I told him it was a mistake that me & my cousin want to quickly get it and then buy water for them as we are coming that they should give us money for the water so he agreed and ask his brother to chain the dogs he even asked us were is our bag we said is inside the visitor’s room that how we left there and escaped. If not for God those guys sells human parts. After we left they called and we did not answer them. My cousin got tired and left Lagos completely I was still there struggling and I learnt how to make cream, soap for all colors after that one year I relocated and went back to my parents house from there I relocated to Abuja to start a new life then I meet a man who stood by me financially and after a year plus he left me but before he left he got me a place of my own in Abuja here but since he left is as if am starting life again life has been too tough and cruel. I became so desperate to settle down that I meet an online scammer by name Stanley essdebe don she collected my 100k till date. He came as someone who wants to marry me and take me to turkey that he needs money he was arrested so I helped him with that money and till today he had blocked me everywhere what a cruel world. Till date I haven’t find love and am not happy am bringing this my story here so everyone can read and pray for me to find love and happiness because am actually losing my mind I need a good life partner. Please also pray for my mom too she is not feeling well now thanks..I hope I touch lives with this please no matter what u re going through always believe in God almighty. Just imagine how cruel like is
tears
Yours truly
Miss Awele.