Looking back in life, I don't think I've ever gotten anything that makes me happy. If you try to look at life from my view, life is so black and dirty but others say life is colourful, memories are colourful but I don't even remember who I was before I got here, I'm just lost in my own world, where all I feel inside is nothing but pain and pain and more pain

10 years before

" Mum you can't leave " . A little blue haired boy cried. " You can't leave Alexa and I alone, we're just kids "

The woman turned to look at the little boy " Oh am not leaving Alex, just you, you, you crazed child "

The little eight year old was taken aback. " What do you mean mummy "

" DON'T CALL ME THAT ". The woman yelled at the child going him a fright. " I wished I never gave birth to you, you are the cause of every single one of my problems. I hate you " . She turned back to continue fitting things into her bag. The woman quickly zipped up her bag and turned to look at the kid. His eyes we're filled with tears

She chuckled. " Those tears won't work on me, your father shouldn't have left me with you " . These were the last words she said as she quickly picked up the baby in the cradle walking to the exit.

The little boy cried even more " Don't leave me here alone". Ignoring the boy, she left the house disappearing into the night and leaving the little boy all alone

Was I that bad that she couldnt even stand me, that's the only memory I have of my childhood, the rest lets just say I never had a childhood.since then I was brought to this place, I don't even know where I am, all I know is that this is where I've been all my life, it's nothing like home but I've been locked up all my life and this is how I'm gonna be till those so called scientist find out what's wrong with me

The door to my room flings open. " Okay crazy it's time, come on they're calling you ". The young keeper informs

I sigh " What do they want now "

" How should I know crazy, it's you "

I get down from the bed, putting on my shoe. " Let's go "

" Hold it " . He says raising a hand

I looked up at him " What "

" I gotta put you on your strays "

He picked up the blue stray jacket on the corner table

I stood up and he wore me the jacket then locked it " Come on let's go ". He said as he led me out of the room