I am looking at them secretly. We are in a bar right now. We’re here today at the bar because it’s their second anniversary. I wouldn't be here today if I am not close with Ayesha Gaisano.

　　It hurts me they don’t plan to invite me to their celebration. It’s even worse. I raise an eyebrow at David. I am jealous and I'm still showing up. David seems to be mocking me every time he kisses Gracie.

　　"When are you going to get married to Gracie? You've been thinking that for a long time, you've been together for four years." David and I have been meeting behind his girlfriend's back for one year.

　　Others agreed with what they said. I stood up because I didn’t want to hear David’s answer about marriage anymore. I know when she plans to get married. He just told me yesterday that he wanted to propose to her girlfriend for marriage.

　　It hurts to see them together as if my heart is breaking in pain. Instead of getting drunk, I just walked to the center. I danced whenever there is a guy behind my back.

　　I enjoy dancing, I did. I laugh when I grind my ass behind my back. I mean this is the only way to flirt while I'm sad and jealous.

　　I dance with more men. I dance with them until I got tired of dancing. I walked back to our seat again. I averted my eyes when I saw them kissing. I took the purse I was carrying because I had no plans to stay here watching the two of them kissing each other.

　　 I went out to the noisy and smelly alcohol plus smells cigarette area. I went to the parking lot and drove back my ass home. I live in a penthouse now but because I'm sad and I'm hurt by what I saw today. Finally, I'm here at the penthouse David owned. I know by now that he wouldn't able to follow me.

　　I took off my black high-heeled dress. I locked the door of the house to make myself more comfortable. I also let my hair down. I also started to take off the black backless dress with a style that is naked on the belly side. 

　　My clothes I let litter the floor. Maybe it's because I'm tipsy that I'm becoming sloppy. I can't walk straight anymore, if I was still wearing high heels maybe I would have stumbled. I went upstairs when I fell asleep.

　　 The weight of my eyelids also signaled that I was drowsy. I switch on the light and I pick up the remote for the aircon. I wrapped my body in a blanket. If others can't sleep without a mosquito net, I can't sleep without a blanket.

　　 Whether it's hot weather or cold, I use a blanket to sleep. I slept well and since I drank alcohol last night my result hangs over today. I swallowed my senses before I finally got up. I get a toothbrush in stock hidden and toothpaste. I want to sleep again so when I finish brushing my teeth and go to bed again.

　　 I have no intention of going to work because of how tired I feel. I want at least an hour to rest. I went back to sleep before I had breakfast. My body is also accustomed to not eating breakfast easily. I never got up when I woke up again. 

　　And to my great surprise, the door opened loudly. David and I looked at each other. Instead of going straight to my band, I didn't happen except what it was looking for. 

　　"What are you looking for? And why are you here?" I sat on the bed and looked at him.

　　Now he looks at me evilly. My forehead furrowed wondering at its expression. 

　　"You're the one I should ask, why are you here Hailey? Why aren't you answering your call and why are your clothes on the floor? And where are you hiding your man, huh?"

　　What are you talking about? What man?" I was wondering about his question and only now I also noticed that he was carrying my undressed clothes. 

　　"Why are your clothes on the floor Hailey? Remember Hailey no man can come near you. You're mine Hailey remember that." 

　　"Are you mine?" I just asked that in my mind because if I asked it I would only be hurt. 

　　I already know the answer. I know it doesn’t love me. Yes, maybe he only loves my body. We hide when meeting in the penthouse. And if it sees me with a man it will push me where and tell me. The mess of this relationship seems to be just one way. I looked at David's hand that was now going through my cleavage with my index finger. 

　　"Hon," I muttered softly as he pulled me closer to his body. 

　　My cheeks suddenly became hot. Like I said just my body and I'll just let out the heat of David's body. And intimate scenes are no longer new to the two of us. I can also use him for personal needs because I am a fool willing to be used. I averted my lip for the reason that I was still awake and embarrassed if I kissed it. His avoidance caused it to look at me badly. 

　　"Why do you seem to be avoiding me?" He asked

　　"I'm not avoiding you. I just woke up so I don't want you to kiss me." He frowned and released his grip. 

　　"I've already taken security for you. I don't want any more men approaching you and I also want to monitor your actions. If you like it or not." It turned his back on me and left the room. 

　　I don't want anyone watching over me. Since someone approached me and asked yes for agreeing to woo it, it was also the beginning that he forced me to take a security guard. We talked about it a few times and he agreed. But now he suddenly decided even though I hadn't agreed. I cried with great resentment. I can no longer decide for myself.