Lucy Jen
"Lady Macbeth please get a basin of warm water" I ordered my servant at the door before going inside
I felt very tired. And only she knows how to make me feel a little better
After dealing with many pack matters, I was bound to feel this way
Most at times when I return home tired like this, Lady Macbeth would get a basin of warm water and a towel to apply at my joints
It always makes me feel better the next day
I sat down lazily in the sofa and relaxed
As I was waiting for Lady Macbeth, Harold's thoughts came into my mind
He didn't return home last night.
And I haven't heard from him since morning too
This isn't any different behaviour of him. But I still get worried
He's my mate, and my husband also.
Just as I was still thinking about him, the door was opened and walking in was non other him
I felt relieved to see him
But his face held the cold expression as always
For the past five years that we've been staying together, he's always been cold like this
Since it isn't anything new, it doesn't bother me
"Harold, you have returned quite early today. Would you like to have dinner now?" I walked up to him and asked in a soft voice
But I was ignored
Harold took off his suit and sat down in the sofa
I knew he'd act this way. But I can't lose hope
Harold has never shown me love since the day we got married
He never act with passion towards me
He treats me not less than a maid. But I'm still ever ready to continue being his Luna
I love him just like every wolf would love his or her mate
But I don't get the same treatment back
Yet I can't quit.
"Diana is pregnant. She'll give me an heir to the throne soon" Harold relaxed in the sofa and said with a smile
I stood frozen in my place after hearing what he just said
For a moment I thought he was just trying to play with my feelings
But upon taking a good look at his smiling face, I felt he wasn't joking
But this is too much for me to believe
So I ignored whatever he said and kept deaf ears on it
There's no way he could've done something like this
Even Diana can't do this to me
She's my closest friend. She can't betray me like this
But....
What if he's really telling the truth?
Thinking of this I quickly asked " Harold, you are just kidding right? You are not serious right?"
Harold stood up from the sofa and held onto my shoulders with a serious face
"I should have given your position as the Luna to her. But she has pleaded on your behalf. So I'll get her another position" Harold spoke like a flowing water
Within seconds, tears had already started streaming down my cheeks
How can Harold say all these to me so simply as if talking about some business issues
I'm his mate. Doesn't he feel anything for me at all?
I agree I'm a weak omega. And that I can't give him an heir to the throne
But that doesn't mean he should betray me like this
For these past five years gone, I've always received bitter treatments from Harold
He always tells me that he doesn't love me.
He's only married to me because I'm his mate
And I've done all my best to make this pack as powerful as it is now
I've worked hard to make Harold fall in love with me. But....
And now he has betrayed me with my own friend?
How can Diana do this to me?
"Harold...you.." I cried
"You can do whatever you want. But don't dare try to hurt her or my unborn child. If not....." Harold warned me sternly and left the room
I stared at the back of Harold uneasily as he exited the door
Is he really my mate?
Why did the moom goddess have to give me a mate as wicked as Harold?
Why did she make me a Luna if she knew she wouldn't help me give my husband an heir?
And now....
"Knock...knock..knock"
Lady Macbeth entered after knocking a few times without hearing any response from me
"Lucy...I've brought the warm water." Lady Macbeth put the basin of warm water on the table and said softly
"Take it back. I don't need it anymore"
"Are you okay?"
"I said take it back"
Lady Macbeth went out with the basin of warm water and closed the door behind her gently
I understood her concerns, but I just feel too hurt to talk to anyone
Diana, my only best friend is carrying an heir for my husband?
I won't believe this until I find out for myself
Maybe Harold can do this to me.
But not Diana.
She's too good to betray me like this