SYNOPSIS:

　　Gino Oliverio Laxton was head over heels in love with his ex who commited suicide after he reject the idea of married. It's been years since it happened, but the fact that he saw how she end her own life was still haunting him alive. A great nightmare of love afraid him to the point that he can't even feel anything but only fear whenever someone was being paired or matched for him. As long as he's still rooting and blaming himself about what happened, he don't want to fall in love. He can't fall in love. And he won't fall in love.

　　But what if a person accidentally barged in in his life?

　　What if a person accidentally came and annoyed the fuck out of him? What if a person who has the guts of irritate him in just a snap made his life a little bit colorful once again? Obliviously, his life was once again happy.

　　A person who can make him feel safe and secure. A person who can make him smile genuinely. A person who can make him feel blissful in just a single stare. A person whom he knew it's a sin to be with.

　　Will he be able to stop his feelings? Will he be able to be hard as a rock as this person slowly unleashing his caged up heart? Will he be able to fight for this person who once again make him feel what really love is? Will he be able to give his whole as a man? And last...

　　Will he be able to love again? But not for a woman...

　　Because a Gino Oliverio Laxton was falling fast and rooted for a MAN named, Rod Verse Dy...

　　PROLOGUE:

　　Gino was busy watching his friend, Loly bewildering in the middle of the Bar. A lot of beautiful and alluring women inviting him to join but he just kept declining. What he experienced from his past, traumatized him to the fact that he cannot even try to go in a blind date or even have a crush on women. His deep thoughts were cut off when someone shouted at his ears.

　　“Are you human or an alien? We’re in a bar not in the church! Come on let’s have fun!” she tries to pull him in the middle of the crowd but she’s not that strong enough to succeed.

　　“You’re so killjoy!” she shouted.

　　Gino’s bored eyes boarded at his friend as he leaned to shout back, “Let’s go home! Your Mom is worried sick!” he heard her snorted.

　　“As if she really is!” she rolled her eyes.

　　“If you don’t want to have fun, then you can go home! Stop spoiling my night Gino!” she said.

　　The man just sighed in defeat as his friend run towards the wild crowds. All he could do was to wait until his friend had enough party and ask to go home, but looks like she doesn’t even planning to. Taking a deep breathe, he carefully get in the middle of the bar and without a noise, he carry Loly like a sack of rice and step out from the smoky and crowded Bar. He endured his friend’s punches and kicks and carefully deposited her inside the passenger seat and even put her seatbelt.

　　“Gino, let’s go back there please? I’m so lonely and I want to distract myself. If you don’t want to go back then go home and let me stay here!” she was shouting as her tears stream down unto her cheeks.

　　“What happened? Tell me, Loly. I’m your friend and I will listen…” he calmly said but the woman just snorted.

　　“As if you can help me, you cannot even make yourself move on from your past! Now tell me? How you could help me, hmm? By setting aside your own problem? I’d rather go in a club and passed out after drinking the whole case of beer than to give you another problem. You jerk, why you always prioritize others than prioritizing yourself?”  she asked.

　　Gino was a little bit offended but what can he expect? His friend is known for her bluntness and boldness. Her honesty was making her insensitive by what will people may feel about her words, although she’s a thoughtful and a caring person if you get to know her well.

　　“Let’s go home, hmm? You can drink at our condominium, why go at this kind of club?” he messes her hair and immediately turn around so he could start the car’s engine.

　　“Can’t you see, Gino? I’m lonely. I’m in pain and thinking that if I became a wild person of a woman would make men drool and swoon for my attention. But I cannot still have a man to cherish my life with!” she shouted in pain.

　　“I’m so envious with my neighborhood even they’re not that rich and beautiful. They had a great love life, but me? I just keep my time passed while watching porn, I’m so pathetic!” she cried.

　　“Every time I had a crush on men, it ends up to be they’re already taken… If they’re not, it always turns out that they also like men! What did I do in my past life to suffer like this? It is unfair!” she said.

　　Gino shook his head as the woman continue mumbling her rants, as he saw a convenience store and stopped nearby to buy her a hangover treats. Loly was playing around the car that’s why when he parked she banged her forehead at the dashboard making her squealed and glared at him.

　　“Don’t you know the word careful? You’re driving with a drunk beautiful woman, so better drive slowly okay? If you don’t want me to kick you and your balls, then take good care of me.” she said.

　　“Will you please do filter your mouth? And don’t shout at me woman!” Gino said.

　　“Don’t shout at me woman…” she mocked.

　　“But you’re the one who must not shout because you’re a man. Shut up Gino or else I will make you kiss me!”

　　He just chuckled and step out from the car and quickly buy his friend’s hangover treats such as medicines, hangover juice and her favorite treat lollipop. As he go back from the parking lot, his heart pounded in nervous when he don’t see Loly’s shadow in the area. He run at the nearest corner and saw his friend bewildering in the top of someone’s car.

　　This woman is sick! He thought as he abruptly pull her down and in behalf of his crazy friend he bid apologies and quickly push the woman inside the car and step on the gas.

　　“You wench! What do you think you’re doing, huh? Dancing at the top of someone’s car is freaking sick. You really are a troublesome! What if the owner fired you or more worst a bad person, huh? What if he tries to rape you? Murder you? What will you do? Do you think you can help defend yourself? You think you can?” he was raging in anger when the woman slowly close her eyes and called him.

　　“Gino…” there’s a long pause.

　　“It’s been 3 years since she left, don’t you have plan to feel love again? I mean maybe, maybe someone can help you to deal and move on from your past. Not that I’m saying, I’m tired of being in your side whenever you need me but you know… why not try to date again?” she asked.