Chapter One. THE RETURN TO THE HELL. Joyce was sitting in the plane and closed her eyes and many memories and many faces were coming in front of her. Suddenly I opened my eyes as if I just awake up from a nightmare. After awakening also those thoughts did not leave. I was thinking how I came to New York seven years ago. How fast the time passed and also my life too. After been harassed, abused and abandoned by my family and love. I came here. I was nothing here. But after leaving my fathers miserable house I had sense of freedom....a sense of new hope. But I lacked condifence after do much of painful experience. After been in New York for one week I walked through the roads without knowing what to do next. All the money I had got nil. And for two days I did ate or drink. I was literally hungry and then I met Nick. He was very kind. He talked to me and brought me food. And later, took to his home where only Miss. Wang was there. I stayed with then all this years. Nick and Miss. Wang Had a bakery and I startes to work there. Later just to help them. Later the numbwe of shop increased and Nick helped to learn designing. Thus after my studies I became a well known designing who have my own brand clothes. Joyce was in deep thoughts and the corner of her eyes was filled with a later of mist. Suddenly the voice of air hostess brought her back to plane." Mam, would like some drinks?" Air hostess asked. "Yes. Can I have some wine?"." Sure mam...here Please." "Thank you." Sipping the wine I remembered the person I tried to forget all this year. Yang......the man I was devoted to. He was God for me for three years. When I was proposed by him I thought I was the happiest and luckiest girl. With him I forget all my pains. But I never knew that in end he will be the one who will destroy my little world with my step sister Ru Meng. He cheated me with my sister. Even today I don't understand how can he do this to me?. When I asked him about it the answer was a slap. And he said that I am just a trash of Ru family. Even my birth father support this. At first I was desperate, shocked. But later it opened my eyes. I understood that I was a joke for him. I was passing air for him. After that I never met. But i was unable to stay there so after a week of breakup with Yang. I finished my graduation from University with god grades thus I got scholarship money. From my dorm I decide to move to someother country. Far from them. I don't know after i left did any one try to search me. Did any one missed me or tried to contact me. I decided to cut my contact from there. So I did. And today after seven years of life in New York. I m returing back. With lots of new hope. "Joyce...you can do it." I encouraged myself. I don't know what lies ahead. But I won't give up. Slowly my eyelids were closed and I drown in a deep sleep. When I opened my eyes it was next day morining 7am. In one hour I will land. I looked through the window of thebplane to see how my hometown looks.

Chapter 2

HELL OF MISERY. After last I reached here in Shangkai. I boarded out. I came out and I was calling my friend Su Dang. She is also a well known designer. Works in a company as designer. She told me that she will come to pick me. So i called her. But...Dang found me." Surprise...." I got sacred when I hand touch my shoulder..."Ah...." I screamed. "Joyce....my sister...why are you so beautiful.....how long we haven't met..at last you came ..." Dang was excited so was me. "Dang...are you crazy? You scared me. Dang....you too look beautiful. I missed you. So how are you?I said. " Do you want stay here and know everything. Let's go to your new home. By the way, let go to a restaurant. Because you are coming I so early I did not had my breakfast. And now i deadly hungry....I can't wait anymore.."Dang was saying with rotation her hand on her stomache in round. " I m sorry dear. Lets find a chinese resturant on the way. Ok."" I replied. We both were talking and chatting and I did not see that somebody was coming from the front. Few mintes later. My head hit on a strong wall. I was in pain and I raised my head to see who is this strong walI. My eyes widened for a second. I cursed the day in my heart after looking. The man standing infront of me was non other than Yang....my ex. Everything happened in few seconds. As I looked at his face. He is still as handsome before..he wore a suit. It seem that he was on a business trip. He wore a glass. Neat clothes. Looks like a perfect, sexy and hot dominant boss. But for me he was a a cheater. "Yes...Joyce...remember he is a cheater. Who hurt your heart. Never again fall for him."I affirmed myself. Looked at him." I m sorry....I did not see. I m really sorry sir." I politely said. He nodded and passed by. I was stunt." Did he forget me? Or is he blind? How comes he did not recongize me." I thought. " Anyways...its good that he did not know me." I simpled and hold the hands of Dang and dragged her out. But suddenly a low and deep voice stopped me. " Excuse me....do we know each other? You look like a friend of mine. May I know your name please." Yang asked. As he thought when she hit me I had a sense of familiarity. I felt like my heart started to beat again....my heart was very excited and dancing in joy. I felt like something that i lost for years is back again. Moreover After looking at her face i do remember Joyce that little girl. Who was cute. Her innocense was shown all over from her habits,attitude to her body. I felt like I saw her. Seven year ago she left the place without a word. I secretly tried to find her but their were no clues. After I learned that she left. Slowly my heart become cold. For years..I don't have emotions but today..this lady made me feel it again. I pleaded to God that she must be Joyce.I looked in lady's eyes with a new hope. " I m sorry sir. I m new in this place. There is no chance we met before. This is first time. And for my name. You are stranger to me. Do I don't want to disclose it. I m sorry. It's nice to meet you. We will leave now." With that lady left. I was disappointed but still my heart was happy. It said that we will meet soon. With that I turned around a left. I found RuMeng was waiting for me to receive With a bright smile. I don't why years passed but I still felt that she is not right person. Even though we got engaged with eachother for years but I don't trust her. On other side of airport. Joyce was dragging Dang near the car parking lot. " my heart was racing in a speed of hundred. I thought I will not escape but somehow I gather the courage to stand strong in front of him. Thank God he did not recognize me." Thought Joyce and smile. Meanwhile Dang was confused with the Suitation yet she did not care much all she taught was about her stomachs. So she drove the car to the Chinese restaurant near by.