i sighed heavily as i looked in the mirror, i always felt so insecure about myself... i didn't like the way i looked one bit..... because i had very long hair,and green eyes and my skin tone was too white, i wish i wasnt me i whispered to myslef while gazing at my reflection......and to make matters worst, today is my first day at my new school

　　my family moved to the city last spring break, i did not like the idea of moving and leaving my friends behind , but we had to because it could affect my dads work for he got a promotion so after we moved they enrolled me to a new school it was VERY big and i was sure that i wasnt going to fit in yet here i am now..sitting in the backseat of the car while my mom drives me there

　　i was listening to my favorite music while feeling so sad about and unhappy with my parents decisions but then mom stopped the car i plug out my air phones from my ear and i sprung out of my seat i was looking at my new school from the car and i was shocked because i haven't seen this many students before my previous school was very small an i only had 10 classmates there and i am not used to large crowds

　　as i walked slowly to my classroom i got a good veiw of my school as i reached my room

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i quicky got in without hesitation and walked fastly to the back seat and i took my seat near the window wich made me realize that the room had no air conditioners and my seat was made of wood and i didnt have my own table but then i looked at my chair to realize that it was an armchair and as i looked down the tiles were a bit dirty and it looked very old i know i am being ungrateful but i was feeling school sick

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i really wished i could go back to my previous life yes it was boring but atleast it was peaceful as i was deep in thought i heard the teacher yelling at someone when i looked in her direction i- i locked eyes with a boy he had thick hair ,chinky eyes and an annoyed look on his face but the moment we locked eyes it was unexplainable i had a weird feeling but then he smiled at me OMG i thought to myself I thought i was going to die he had THE CUTEST smile i could have ever imagined but unfortunately, just before i could smile back at him the bell rang for lunch time and all the students in the room rapidly went out the door but i didn't want to gain any attention so i went out lastly ... as i walk slowly out the door someone tapped my shoulder