Luxury cars, hectares of land, villas and abundant life
That's how I lived five years ago that I can hardly experience now...
Broken broken walls, noisy place messy surroundings, small space helps roof...hot
This place is not far from the place where the truth can be seen
The poverty...why did I end up in this situation... I don't even know why...what is the end of this...this poverty
Paying electricity, water and rent every month
I will think about what I eat from morning to dinner
When you look at the racket ... the day is over ... there is no food to experience
Now here I am again thinking about where I will get the payment for my rent... because Esther has given me another two month loan that I owe in rent
I was shocked when I heard that this is the day of reckoning...
I heard a loud crash from outside...my plywood door almost broke
Aling Esther seems to want me to be her Buena mano in paying off the debt...if she was hit by a good one...here she is...
When I opened it, I had barely washed my face...I think my mouth was still wet with saliva
I'm wiping my eyes a bit
When I look at him, a common cashier of my house appears...
He was dressed thickly...he was also wearing his fake jewelry that was getting a little dark
He thought he would make me jealous of his signed third class bag... I guess I know the truth and it's high class
"Cracille, where is your rent debt, girl, I need it now... I need it or you will leave!!!" He shouted
Oh, if I leave here, no one will take this place...besides the broken broken...it's still hot!!!
I smiled at him...the most beautiful smile that I have
"Which...Which Esther, I'm sorry, can I extend the deadline... I didn't have a racket last night," I said
He looked at me...from head to toe...as if he was shaking my body...my body? why even my body?
"No Racket...if you don't have a racket...well later you go to Marianna...at the bar next door hire them..." He said
Bar...what am I cheap... Aaah what is this...if I don't agree with which Esther is already torn...I have nowhere to live...where am I?
It's embarrassing to stay with my brother's ex-husband
"What do you agree to!!! or I will kick you out of this house" he shouted
Almost all the neighbors are looking at me...
I sighed "oh...go ahead, please don't let me out of here" I said
He smiled while fanning the fan he was carrying...That old man
Why did I end up in this situation....when before my life was luxurious...rich...happy
If only it had continued...if only the marriage had not been prevented then, maybe I would not have ended up like this now
It's been five years since a woman stopped our marriage with Aizel Montes...just a little longer and I would have answered her with I do...I do will raise our business again...the company...but it's not
Because he left and went with that girl...they were happy until now
After that failed marriage...A lot happened
Our company collapsed because some investors heard that my marriage to a Montes didn't work out
Sales went down...everyone applauded
And because Dad borrowed a large amount from a large syndicate, Mr. Frank Montes no longer helped him when Aizel's Daddy left...
I just found out that he ordered Kay Rein Riven Montes to bring down our company
Dad sent me to America to run away from his creditors and I can't help but feel...
And I didn't expect it when I went home...almost five of us were left
Dad got sick because of extreme depression
Mom...she ran away from us and never showed up again
After that, Dad couldn't handle his pain anymore...he passed away
Everyone is chasing me... And Kuya planned to sell me
But that didn't work out because I ran away
Nina Aizel and that girl had a happy ending
While I...I'm just ...I'm just a Nobody
I am the girl left in front of the crowd
I was the extra who wasn't even given a scene
I'm the type of additional character to turn their story around...
The character that was supposed to be written but they ran out of ink
I am Cracille Sebastian...I became part of a story that no one even knew
It's because it hurts
I feel worthless...
I was once mentioned but never told....That's me...that's my part
The person who is included in a story...but never given a name...
Jannie's POV
A big celebration has opened up for me here at the company because apart from running the coffee shop which is my hobby, I manage our other business...
I'm here now on the balcony looking around...observing the beauty of life...I'm very lucky...even though I'm not really Daddy's daughter and even though I'm Mama's daughter to someone else they gave me a good life.. .The one with direction
I can do what I want...I can take anything...
But something seems to be missing...I wonder what it is...sometimes because I like to interfere in my brother's life, I will give them advice...to be with them when they are in trouble
The stupid things they did to me will be fixed because I'm older than them so they follow me...but it seems like I'm going to forget my life that only revolves around my brothers
Now...they have families...they are happy while I...Half of my life is focused on work
"Oh...Jannie how's life, aren't you getting married, what are you doing? You're slow because I'm going to get a divorce. You're all still single, I'm really your friend," said Therise, standing next to me as she turned the glass of champagne he was drinking
He is my best friend in a few days he will be divorced...and his son and his wife will take him to America
He said he regretted it because he said he wished he had married me, maybe we would have a happy family, but we don't like each other, so there's no such thing, no sparks... nothing.
"Therise, will you fight for your child? Do you have rights when it comes to the child" I said
But first he smiled
"Yah yah yah...I do have the rights but I don't have the courage Jannie life isn't kind of getting what you wish for...even if I wish I can't...she is more used to being with the child maybe because of being a workaholic, my married life wasn't good, I neglected them" he said while looking at me and fixing my suit
"That's why you, Jannie my dear, don't ever gamble if you don't have a plan... because you might be like me, you made love exist so it hurts... too much" after that he left
I don't know but why are they gambling...for me I have a plan for my life...the perfect plan so that I don't get into trouble
I'm back inside...
"Guys I'm sorry but can I go first I'm tired I just got back from a trip...I hope you understand" I said
They smiled and understood my explanation
When I got off, the car with Manong Rick as my driver was waiting for me...
I leaned my back against the car seat
While Manong was driving, someone suddenly met him on the road...that girl...I know her...is that her? I know she is studying in America... But why did she seem to be passing by?
Is that really Crucille? It's strange that she's not like that...
I saw the girl we passed
She was wearing faded denim shorts and a white T-shirt with only a ponytail
But I know his face well...it's him
The girl I can't forget... The one left by Aizel at the altar after that I never saw her again
I just heard that he is a dietician in America...
That's all I know
I was surprised when my phone suddenly rang
"From Rein
Big brother, thank you for helping me and Keldrick... I'm married to Rhee Anh... I know she can't escape from me... big brother, thank you so much"
Haaay that's spoiled, Keldrick and I can't handle that Gleiz, luckily I was there and I fixed it...that's why I'm still single until now...I'm too problematic for them
But I can't help but think of the girl I saw earlier, Cracille, what is she doing now...she must be happy
I don't even know him very well, I hope he's okay...
If that's him... why is he so different from the Cracille I first saw...