CHAPTER 1:

MOM: until when will be like this?

Dad: I'm going to work now bye honey.

Mom: well can you at least drop marcus at school?

Dad: no I can't be late.

Marcus: never mined mom. I'll just gonna take a bus since you don't want me dad.

Mom: oh come on.

I already knew that my family is falling apart because of me and i lived regretting my what I've done.

"Bell ring" "I'm done checking your exams I'll distribute it later, mr. marcus can I talk to you for a minute" " take a look at your test paper, I understand that you're having hard time moving on but please don't disregard you're studies. I hope you understand."

"Marcus come with us later." " I'm sorry Adrian.." " come on men don't tell me this is about your lil sister again? Marcus look I know it hurts to loose someone but that's life.

"So are you coming?" "No" " why are you so.." " I said no "

"Look I'm just trying to help" " I don't need your help!!!"

I thought they would understand me, understand what I feel but they never did because they don't know what is like to loose someone you love.

"Hi I'm Julie "....." Ok..what are you doing here at the rooftop of the library?" " Hey where are you going? You're in pain right?" " You don't know me" " that's why I introduced myself to you. So may I know your name?"

" Marcus" " oh you're the one who ..." " Yes that's me happy?"

" Wait! Did I say something?"

They're all the same it's better I'm on my own.

Now I'm walking going home like a zombie dead but still walking .

"You're here take a seat and marcus let's have dinner "

"I'm not hungry mom" "marcus ugh.."

Looking at my father makes me loose my appetite. I tried my best for him to forgive me but still not enough, maybe death can. I always loved being in my room it is where I can be myself, where I can do whatever I want and there's a lot of memories in this room. I still have my sister's teddy bear that I gave her. I can't stop thinking about her and I can't stop crying because I really missed her. I can't erase what happened to her.

2 weeks earlier

"Why are you so early?" " I have exam to cope up mom bye" "bye marcus" " bye lil sister"

Feels good exams are done now I can relax.

" Marcus let's go have fun since exam is done?" " Ahh I'm not sure" " oh come don't tell me you're going to hang out with your books? Haha" " ok sure once won't hurt"

I couldn't believe it would be very fun, I think because I didn't get to go out in events like this and my friends are so cool, I wish I am too.

" Where are you?" " Mom I'm with my friends I can't really hear you right now I'll be home later bye mom"

It's already night with the shining moon and I just had the best moment.

" Where have you been? " " Dad I my friends ask me out because our exams were done." " Next time ask us first"

That was close but still I'm happy.q