LOST IN THOUGHT

my entire life I had been preparing for this day I always knew I was never going to be able to choose whom to marriage because I was a woman and my father said woman is not have right to choose a life partner.

my opinions and my feelings doesn't matter at all my father always think was he is doing is the best he can do for me buy marrying me off to a rich family

my father was want to use me to get more rich and by the way he was planning to marry me to a man that is very well rich and wealth my parents is average but not to rich my father want to use me to gain more power

it is raining heavily I was sitting here costly lost in my thoughts thinking of a way to escape my reality I have never wanted to disappear as badly as I do after hearing about my father decision I feel like going somewhere where nobody will see me I was not in my normal self again I don't know what to do next

so I was looking for someone to advise me about it and I don't think of any body than Janet ,so I sent Janet my friends a message last night that want to talk to her about something so we planned to meet at our favourite meeting place since college

how are you ? you are pretty

Abigail was looking at Janet with a raised brow

do I look bad

no.

Abigail wanted to talk about her fathers decisions about getting her married to a rich man name Mr Alex but Abigail change her mind not to tell is friend again thinking she Will get worry about her

her friend Abigail was insanely poor she didn't really know why the two of them ,who were worlds apart from each other had become The Best of friends

Janet during college she was definitely envied by many she was pretty ,super rich and had a lot of suitors however she was alone at the school only boys who wanted to hit no her approach her and the ladies avoided her like the plague.when Abigail began talking to Janet and we even actually becomes friends the students started calling me Janet maid,she couldn't blame them because Abigail look like a maid compared to the fashionable and sophisticated clothes Janet put on .

but Abigail didn't really care .she new Janet was a good person that she was no matter what anyone says so dat is how we are friends still we to finish school and even my parents are at my best friend

Janet can see that there is something wrong with Abigail and she ask her what happened you are not happy Abigail said she is fine so Janet plead with are that everything will be always so Abigail explain to her , Janet say why don't you tell me before you are keeping it to yourself this is bad what are friends for,you also tell me every thing that board you in mind how can you don't want to tell me, really angry with you about that but I can't be angry as per you are my best friend but there is nothing I can tell you now is that you must behave well to your father so that he can change is mind .Abigail everything will be alright just be putting it in your prayer.that is the only thing we can do for now you no god can do and undo thing too,just put your mind at rest ,don't give yourself hypotension over small matter ,my dear God will do the best for us.