She doesn't seem to understand the attitude he makes. She sighed due to the irritable feeling she feels. "Argh! Why does he act as if he cares for me and why does he makes me feel like as if I'm nothing!" she whispered unto herself.
Grace meant about JL, the man of her dreams. She met JL Cortez on social media. JL's appearance is five feet and nine inches tall and he has Chinese-like eyes but in Grace's eyes, he's masculine, especially he looks like Daniel Padilla, a Filipino Actor in the Philippines. He's kind, a young lad who helps household chores, that's why he knows how to cook, he helps his parents' on their business, he takes care of his siblings.
"What a bipolar person..." she whispers and bow her head on her study table at her bedroom.
Grace can't remember the day it was started, all she knew is that she just confirmed every friend requests she received on her FACEBOOK account, at first; she and JL just know each other then she found out, they were acquainted by JL's classmate, one of her best friends. She sit up straight and look at her desktop where she left it open with JL's FACEBOOK profile. She stretched out her right arm and reached the face of his profile picture.
She stopped on what she was doing when she heard her phone. She sighed. She picked up her phone and opened the text message without looking who the texted her.
"Hi." that's was on the screen.
She was curious when she saw it, unregistered number. She politely asked and she was shock yet her shocked melt into a smile when she knew who sent the message. It’s JL, her man of her dreams. JL asked basic questions and Grace answered all of his questions politely although she can feel that JL wasn't in the mood but still, she's excited. She stuck on what she was doing when she heard someone opened the door of her room. She immediately clicks the Google on the other tab she had on the monitor. 'That was close...'
She sighed. Whenever she remember those things she can't helped but to smile on her own then laugh when she remember the silly things she does to keep it a secret yet now, she can't helped but to cry because it hits her so much when JL send her a message just to be the way they are and just level-up as best friends.
"I want us to be best of friends." She frowned after she read the message from JL.
Grace was stunned, she was stuck looking on her phone. The next thing she knew was she was wiping her endless tears on her face. Grace can't believe what she had received from JL. She gathered all her strength and courage to ask why.
"I don't want to be hurt once again and I can't feel your love for me." he answered.
She felt her room became a small box; the air she was breathing became thin. She also felt her sight became blank for a while. Now, she was catching her breath. 'How can these things happen when all I do is to make an effort just to make him assure how much I love him whenever we see each other?' she whispers as she kept on wiping her tears.
It makes her sad but all she can do is nothing but to keep quiet, enough of the argument. She's tired of having an argument with him. She was worried about her exam for tomorrow. She still can't review although she calm down a bit yet her nerves still on the same position, still on shock that's why she can't still breathe normally. Grace has an aneurysm, which she inherits on her father's side. Her grandfather died on this kind of disease, which consisted of life threatening condition, if neglected.
After her exam that day, they accidentally met each other outside her school. Their eyes met, they were both frozen. Grace's heart palpitating due to nervously unexpected meeting, she remember that she forgot to take her medicine last night. She begun to feel unwell, her eyesight became blur yet when her adrenaline rush take her feet start running when she saw that a motorcycle wants to bump JL. She ran as fast as she can though she wasn't feeling good. When she finally stepped near JL, she pushed him aside.