*HAYDEN
“Morning Hailey. Still dream my love.” murmured behind white curtain covered my window inside my room. Alone.
Place my palm reach curtain stamped to my window, smile and smirk. Our child way to say hello good morning and smooching good night. Breathing deeply, sliding opened the window, dawn has friend with stars still, together haunted the air into silence. Deepen stared across, green curtain with half closed window. Helpless. “Soon my love.” before away from my room
“Master, apologize, there still unfinished reported.” Justin bowed forward me, my right hand since I was child.
“Lets continue before my time.”
Started my day with running nor somehow get laid with my gym equipment in the basement built my muscle into fucking damn hot shape nor so release of my uncontrollably desire before the sun began to shine as my always everyday morning routine since left London 11 years ago preferred stayed in Seattle. The city where she spent her time since baby for her lifetime. The safety city for her to grew up until her time comes.
Left behind the Barnard Family and everything glamorous life as Royal family only for my bride’s sake. My future wife. My future queen. Her safety must come first more than anything. Sacrificed everything for someone we love, it is worth it. Isn’t it?
As myself, I had to fake my identity-- the Prince, the Lead of Barnard Family which has basic as the most Frightened Mafia in Europe and the President of Barnard Company ended up being a broken home stupid kid who always stayed class and move from one and other different High School every year with many of juvenile delinquency records.
Every possibility I did to keep her safe. Fake her picture, her family. Gave them new name since she still baby, as we bonded to be together for our future life. Surrounded her with bodyguards whom pretended to be neighbors until her school friends. Followed her with more than 20 bodyguards wherever she goes, her school nor hanging out with her besties Samantha in soundless, without she knows.
Every single little thing updated from her as I demanded my bodyguards always reported me every day alike man who obsesses for her safety.
Lived with the maid, fake mother and fake father whom never went home took care of his son. With all these lies, I could go wherever I want around her, kept closer to me. She won’t discovered nor have suspicious to me as the prince nor other identity. Less know about me will made her safe since it was not time to presence myself who truly I am.
Indeed, with all my identity I always got everything I wanted since child. Never knew the word of NO for everything I demanded to others however, towards her, Olivia nor Hailey only, Hayden Barnard, alike kind of something helpless, hopeless, worthless who will do everything to made her always together with me, made her feel worth it, happy and blushed all the time on her forever life. The frightened Mafia Leader became nothing forward her alike tiger which lose its teeth.
The uncountable treacherous enemies of Barnard Family can’t be underestimated foremost for my bride as an ordinary woman. “Yeah, not from Royal, but I choose her among others Royal women. Kind of Love at the first sight to her. Barnard gut never betray me.”
Similar with my dad, like dad like son, Matthew Barnard. The best architecture in London who already Mastered his Architecture Degree before he established his own company, Barnard Company the Biggest Art and Design Company in Europe in such young age 18 years old preferred to choose my mother as his wife, Jessica Smith, not from Royal Family member just an ordinary design student in French University with the excellent ability in design cloth especially dress and gown worked as the freelance designer in his company. Who could even guess mother will married with my dad, the rudeness and cruelness President of Barnard Company? Coincidence? "Naa, there is no coincidence in this world, all is about destiny."
Alike my future wife Olivia Rayner with the fake name I gave her as Hailey Carter, her destiny already decided since we first met. Her parents know about me as they know what will Olivia be on her seventeen.
“She will be 17 years old in counting days, warned me to made her mine, I couldn’t waste my time, she will be my bride, my last woman in my life.”
Stared at the green emerald tiny box laid inside my hand while I sat lazily in study room. After listened long heavy reported from my bodyguards as the heirs of my dad business became my every night live for 5 years ago.
As the mom and dad only one product, I heritage both abilities. Designed and made Glasses Palace on 6 years old, my own clothes since I was 8 years old. The more grew up the more similar with my dad. Nevertheless, my rudeness and cruelness personality were more fucking crazier than my dad. Indeed, in such young age 14 years old without any hesitation dad fit me as the heirs of the President for Barnard Company and ended as the most Frightened Mafia Leader in Europe.
Diamond dazzling my eyes from the inside box, “This ring, on her seventeen I will propose her, how beautiful she is wearing this ring. How gorgeous you will be wearing my designed wedding dress.”
The only one wedding dress in the world, the beautiful and the gorgeous one as I just designed and made for her. White as her fair pale white skin. Short V-back almost exposed her waist covered her bosom to make her look pure and wild at the same time as her true personality alike her favorite flower, white daisy. Long embroider A-line lace beaded with diamonds swept the floor with butterfly sleave. As a star which she like to see, designed diamonds hair pins to make it more dazzling when it touches her hair.
Her hair, her twilight hair alike sunset she loves the most. Every time walked pass beside her, indeed the smell of her shampoo take over my mind thru my nose easily. Wondered how it felt caresses her shine smooth and soft hair.
She, Hailey haunted me every day. Never get enough to sink me into her admirer. Allure me every time our eyes met. Tingling my sense wake up my sleeping desire. How soft her fairy pale white skin as my finger thrilling her slowly. The sweet temp from her fragrant intoxicated me thru the air surrounding her. How the taste her delicate rosy lips adrift my lips deep and deeper. The warmth of her curve surrender into my embrace steaming my body, melted together.
“I could see her thru my eyes, I could feel her beautiful packaging take my soul away from my body but couldn’t touch her either, how tortured you were Hailey?”
Closed my silver eyes, breathing deeply, indeed lately, become hard, more hard and harder every single day to control myself as I watched her. With those things of her that grew up into sexier curve, always made into wild dream struggle her on the bed almost every night. Helpless.
She like cyanide, poisoned me without warning thru my blood vein became more and crazier obsess to her.
Like an ecstasy, locked my mind, hypnotized me, never left me in peace even in just a second to always admired her, adore her.
Like pathetic, only could dream of what will we do when we could be together but never comes true.
“Uuggghh, Olivia, I couldn’t hold myself. I am in love with you, too much I love you.’ Looked down to my pants, “Shiit.. I am already hard just like this. I better start my running routine, damn it.”
Usually before I prepared myself for running routine, there is no place to go except the basement, wasting my time, melted become one with all my gym equipment alike best friend until I drain my fucking crazy desire of her. The only way to control myself, however today I find myself straight to the bathroom instead.
Released after released, minutes left behind the hours inside the bathroom. Groan and moan continuously away from myself. Cursed after cursed spell them freely from my lips. Empty the bathroom, exhausted. “Olivia, I have to make her mine quickly. Fucking damn it.”
Delayed my presence to basement, preferred start running around the neighborhood. There is a lake not far away from my neighborhood, it is peaceful with beautiful view surrounded. Most people like the place to calmed their messy mind, but it wasn’t me, shoot is always the best way to calmed my mind.
“Olivia must like that place.” As I wondering how happy she is when she knows the lake. She is a woman who likes everything about nature, sun, sky, stars. “One day there must be a time to cherish our moment. Sitting together in bench like many couple in here, how happy will it be Olivia, my love, my angel.”
Emptied my desire running around neighborhood few times made myself exhausted while my mind travelling rewind those beautiful moment inside my head until now. “How miss I am to you, miss our childhood, Olivia.”
We both ever had beautiful memoirs childhood. Always be with her to see those white daisies in my front yard. I planted them since knew she likes white daisy flowers the most. Spent our time played with the bubbles and watered those flowers until sunset began to set, enjoy the twilight sky with her while laid on the grass. Relished my time saw the way she smiles and laugh. Recorded everything save it on my memoirs saving.
I profess, sometimes was cruel when we were child, desperately want to own her for myself, annoyed her like satisfied while her sobbed unless the played time ended cause she won’t be among the boys anymore.
Such a jealousy man on the young age. Just thinking about how she smiled to other boy, the way she talked to them. “Bloody hell, it turns me on the fire.”
She didn’t even know how beautiful she is. Her charmed always attracted many men just by glance. Her helpless package as stubborn, brave, and wild allure many men refuse to stay away from her instead.
How many men I had to get rid all of them, how many flowers, love letters whom already she gets until now. She already made me crazy Possessive and Obsessive towards her since then. However, I didn’t care either. “It was my way to love her.”
“Finally,” the shine rises wrapped up the sky. Spread the warmth to the world, “It is beautiful. Warm like you, Olivia. She must be still sleeping right now. One day I will always company you to see this together. I wish I can say how desperate I love you. How insane I was towards you, how tortured me to hold back my desire off my throat.”
The sun started its bright shine, she will wake up soon, into blinking time, run back to my house quickly. Always stopped beside my front yard, waiting, look up, while patting my breath, caught my silver eyes her silhouette beside the green curtain inside her room hanging on her window,
“There you are, my bride.” her lovely face, smiling and stretching forward her open window. Looked at her dearly, luxuriate “My precious moment. I admire you Olivia before you know I love you.”