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Doomed For Eternity

Doomed For Eternity

作者:Monichii

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Is it good to have an eternal life or are you just doomed watching your loved ones die one by one? Will you find a person that has the same eternal life as you or will you have human lovers and have the same miserable life? How many times will you get the pain in your heart until you finally understand the people around you? Can you live without them or anyone? Can you keep silent, or will you tell them your secrets? Can you trust everyone? Can you even trust yourself? Hardships are for humans, but if the God has given up on the job he was born with what will happen to the humanity, actually what with happen to the god's and goddesses that go against the rules of heaven? Or did the god actually given up or he just want something he longed for and that's freedom.
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Two hundred years ago there was a God that was liked by everyone but he didn't have the love that he needed.

The other weak Gods and Goddesses worshipped him and loved him, and he loved them. He had friends but the friends often betrayed him for their personal interests. He was a God of war, created from nothing

...

There was a saying:

"When he was born there was just silence, the whole universe was silent while waiting for the baby's cry. Then the sky opened up and there was he, the savior of Gods and the Goddesses, he is the one that will help everyone, the mortals and the immortals in need. He will be the one who will have the last word, so worship your God and help him until he can stand on his own. Give him his castle, pray for his wellbeing and give him shelter of your love. He has the power to execute a God or a Goddesses that is not doing the bad thing. Protect him and give him a good name."

...

"His name shall be Ansel."

One female elder said while holding him.

"The name means 'A protector.', I'll take care of him until he's ready to go on his own two feets."

She added and others smiled in relief.

She took him to her home and introduced him to others, the baby smiled and fell asleep in her hands.

"Does this mean that he likes me."

She laughed with joy.

"Of course he likes you Athena, who wouldn't like you. You are very loveable, and you always wanted to be a mother!"

Then the other Goddesses nodded.

"We'll make him a room that's not been used yet."

"There's that big room at the end of the hallway. "

"Let's make it pretty and beautiful. "

The Goddesses ran off and started using their powers so that the room decoration is more beautiful and interesting for the baby.

But what did the baby know, the baby already knew lots of things and could use some of his own powers.

But when Athena said to take him to her house he already got himself a mother. Others didn't think that Athena would actually adopt him and give him a room in her house, because she hated to do the work other God's and Goddesses should do. No one said anything to her and no one really wanted the new God that was just born. Athena asked them five days after: "What is wrong with you?" and "Why don't you want to visit the child after I gave him my love and affection?".

They turned their head and didn't want to talk with her. Some heard that the baby has a curse and if you see him you'll die from the pain you never experienced. When the Goddess Athena found out what the other God's and Goddesses were talking behind her back, she banished them from entering her palace until the child is the age to do the same. She banished everyone, and the God's and Goddesses that were her friends understood her perfectly and told her that they would do the same. Athena still had friends and family but the haters made it worse for her and the child.

One human year passed so fast but their time passed slowly. Fourty human years is like ten minutes for the God's and Goddesses. So Athena thought of taking her little boy to a human house and to show him everything that humans do for at least five human years. She took him in a small house with a beautiful garden, because he was just one year old he shouldn't remember much but she wanted to have a nice time with him and a Goddess that wanted to go with her. And so Athena kissed the child's forehead and gave him some magic so that he starts growing up like a human, but after the age of twenty the growing will start to slow down like it did for her.

So she would start in the human world and take him back in their world every weekend.

She wanted to stay for five years in the human world but she stayed for another nineteen years. He grew up knowing what he was and what his mother was, he finished his school in the human world and so did in the God's Garden, the world where he was born. He's now going to college in the human world and would finish it for four years. And the other God's his age and the elders asked Athena why did she take him to the human world and why did he do the human work.

Athena answered: "To get to know humans and to love them you'll have to do what they are doing."

But they still didn't understand.

When Ansel finished the college they asked him to stay in the God's Garden for the rest of his life and not to go anywhere. They were scared of being left without a protector. So he stayed behind, Athena said to him:

"Don't listen to them you are not a burn in a cage. You can go anywhere you want, mad you can visit anyone. Remember that you are not in dept to anyone."

He patted his mother shoulder and said: "I think I'll be staying here for awhile."

And Ansel stayed in his castle for another hundred of years. He would go around the God's Garden and talk to some of his people with another appearance so that they won't be scared. One day when he was talking to others his mother saw him and walked towards him then said: "Come with right now.", and so Ansel bowed down and left with his mother. The people who were talking with him didn't understand what was going on, but they guessed that the mother asked something form the anonymous God.

"What do you think you are doing?"

Athena asked.

"I am just talking with them, mother."

He replied.

"Why are you doing this? Why aren't you talking with them with your own face and body? You know, someone will find out what you are doing."

Mother said to him while being concerned.

"I'll be fine mother, they are afraid of me. I tried talking with them but they would always run away like they seen a ghost or something."

He replied sadly.

"Don't talk with them if they doesn't want to talk with you. Don't use the face of someone else. You have so many other God's and Goddesses that love you so don't talk with the ones that hate you. My child I'll always love you no matter what, and mother will always stay with you. Okay?"

Athena hugged him and smiled.

"Thank you mother."

He smiled back.

"I know that it was hard for you when you were a child but you are an adult now. And I also know that you want to know what they are thinking. But mother also know what's the best for you. Come tomorrow to my house I'll be preparing dinner for you. Alright?"

Mother smiled as she left the other way.

"Alright, I'll come!"

He yelled and laughed.

...

After Ansel went to his castle people were waiting to receive his blessings and to get a word from him. They would ask him for advices, have some questions about anything and so much more. But Ansel never used his real voice and real appearance with them so most if the new God's and Goddesses or children doesn't know how he really looks like except the ones that were with him when he was a little child. Most of the times when he leaves his room he leaves his shadow so that he can go freely and roam around with a different appearance. He would often go to to the human world and meet people with his real appearance then they would forget about him the next moment they turn around. He would have a ring on where just with one hand gesture they would forget about him if he wanted them to. He loved the human world and wanted to be free from everything but things would always go out of the hand.

When Ansel visited his old house, the old castle, Athena would always ask him how is he feeling and is anything wrong. The she would give him a gift that gift would usually be some magic accessories or clothes that he really love to wear around the human world. He would open gifts with others and they would also get gifts from him. And so, that's how his day passed when he isn't working, mostly with his family and friends. The colleagues he loves would also be there but not for a long time, not many continue to work for him and he would stay all alone in the big castle with no one to talk to.