Paegal gave a passionate kiss to his secretary named yonna stacey. Their bodies seemed eager for each other. When they were excited about each other, the man's hand began to move around the secretary's body, at the same time he caressed her waist and pinched her slightly. The woman complained because of the delicious sensation it caused. Without hesitation, gal picked it up the girl and laid it on the table, the documents and papers lying there were torn apart so that he could make the secretary happy and comfortable it was scattered everywhere. Yonna's leg curled around the man's waist and deliberately pressed it to the woman's lower back. They both cried because of the sensation it caused.
Their eyes and their lips met again. Inside that office, only the sounds of kissing and moaning seemed to be heard. From what lyra sees and hears now, her world is slowly collapsing. She was cover her mouth because of what had happened.
The moans and sounds of something were pouring into her heart, as if a large container of acid had poured into lyra's heart. Something stuck in her throat and she grabbed her chest and felt it. Her gaze was taken back from there and unconsciously the tears that had been warning had already dripped. Her knees were shaking and she would faint at any moment. But as much as she could, she left that place with a heavy load of will, jealousy and also caused by infidelity.
Tomorrow in that morning, lyra and paegal were talking.
"I'm so sorry but I can't, lyra." Lyra looked up at the man and seemed to be pushed from where she was standing. This is what she fears.
"What do you mean, gal?." Lyra's voice trembled. She is not a fool and she knows what gal means. But first she will make sure that her suspicion is correct. 'Hopefully, no.' Only lyra said in her mind.
"I don't want to anymore, lyra. Let's stop this." Said paegal.
Lyra was almost deaf to what the man had said and to the words that were repeated in her mind.
"But, didn't you say ---."
"Enough!." Gal said violently what lyra was going to say. She was even more frightened because gal shouted at her. But this is not the first time gal has shouted at her, over and over again because she has never been shaken and lyra has been able to smile even though she is being hurt, not just emotionally but physically.
"Why, gal?. What did I do and you are like that?. Did I do something wrong?. Tell me please so that I can no longer do whatever you are angry with me." Lyra's voice was desperate, she did not know what paegal was angry with her, why it could separate him for no reason. And she suddenly thought of the image yesterday, the image that broke his heart.
'Maybe that's the reason.' In lyra's mind. The young man sent her inside his office. And this is what opened him up. The young man's cold gaze focused on him.
"We should stop this, lyra. But this is all I can tell you. I want this pretending relationship over and that is final." The young man said firmly and it was not shaken by the tears falling from lyra's eyes. He could see how the disease registered in the girl's eyes. It sobbed even more. When paegal said that to her, it seemed as if something had hit her heart and at the same time she closed his eyes and shed tears again.
"But why, gal? Why do you want to break up with me?." Confused and sobbing, lyra said to the young man. The young man smiled foolishly and shook his head then he spoke. "Are you kidding lyra?. It's simple. I don't love you anymore, oh no scratch that, I don't love you and I will never love you." He said with no emotion.
"What..." Lyra stuttered.
"Yes, lyra. I don't want to pretend that I'm in love with you, so, I'm sorry." paegal said.
Lyra sighed and gradually became numb to what she heard. "Just leave this place, and I don't want to see your face anymore." It added more and just looks straight at lyra.
Lyra could not help but cry and shead in tears at what the young man told her. What hurts even more is that he just pretends that he loves her. Maybe this is what she was waiting for, what she expected to unlove him because she knew at first that the young man did not really love her.
She is the only one who is loved and hurt. She knew that someone else had a heartbeat on the young man's heart and that she would never be able to love him because there was someone who owned it in his heart. None other than its secretary yonna the beloved of gal.
She thought that the young man loved her because of the way he treated her and how he acted about him a few years ago. But that was just what he thought.
'How is that?.' Only lyra said in her mind and also just suppressed the accent of crying. But no matter what lyra does, she will just choose to be happy with the young man. She also decided to end everything just to make his man happy.
"Is that so gal?. If so you would be happy with your decision. And for your happiness I will leave, just for you. Because you are so..., I am ready to stay away as long as you will be happy for life and even driven away I'm not going to change the way I look at you because I still love you dearly even if you love someone else." Lyra said weakly and dropped her shoulder to the locker, she would have turned it when the man stopped her with the word that hurt her heart again.
"If you can handle it, it looks like we are couple and you are pregnant because i know you're not. Let me tell you, we are just pretending in this situation and now I have been released because I want to. So you are free to do whatever you want." He said without hesitation and looked her in the eyes saying He was going to let her go.
"Go away and please don't show your face to me anytime." He said directly and did not look at her behavior. Lyra now feels like she wants to explode because of the pain that gal has been causing her.
She did not expect it to be thrown away and she just had to cover it up like a rag, she wanted it and chose to be fragile. She loves his man, and will not change even if the world disappears, she will still remain in gal's heart and mind. Still remembers their happy memories of the past few year and the year that brings him joy and sorrow to the heart.